When I see your eyes I'm startled
They're the lightest blue I've ever seen
They remind me of ice forming and growing over a vast ocean
Freezing everything in its reach
Even though you hate the cold you still dare to touch it, but it'll soon swallow you hole
Just like her eyes
For a second I think I'm just imagining something that's not real
But when she starts to walk toward me I loose my breathe
Trying to stay calm while everything in me is telling me to run
Run from your life, your home, your problems and leave it all behind
But for some reason I stay
And wait
When she stands in front of me only one word goes through my mind
Halo, Halo, Halo
Shes heaven from head to toe
I've never seen anyone this beautiful before
I'm almost uncomfortable and awkward
But my thoughts soon subside when I feel her hand on my face
And her lips on mine
Her lips are soft and welcoming
I've never felt a kiss like this before not once from the thousands of men I've met
And for once I'm happy
But I realize this is a girl
And girls can't be loved by me
So I break apart our lips and it feels like I'm on the Titanic and sinking
Loosing everything I have dreamed and hoped for
Swimming far, far away
But if I dont, I won't survive
So I run
And run
And run
Untill I'm on the back porch on my hands and knees vomiting all my lies and secrets away
Leaving me a pure shell of myself
Hollowed from empty feelings for any guy I've met
And the feelings I feel for girls are out of me and instead are on the floor in front of me
Like they've always should've been
YOU ARE READING
The Ghost Of You
PoetryA girl trapped in the awful thoughts of society unable to accept her for who she is. Untill she meets a "ghost" that's willing to teach her that she doesn't need to pretend to be something she's not. Written In The Style Of Poetry
