Sehun Is In Love (ongoing)

CHAPTER NINE

Sehun's POV

At the exo's dorm..

I am already in my room.. I am trying so hard to fall asleep.. But i keep seeing Umji's face everytime i close my eyes.

Her soft and sweet lips....

Her fluffy cheeks... Her round eyes... Her cute nose..

Her shiny hair that smells so good... And her pale and soft skin...

Argh... What is this??? Is this a turture? Did she cursed me because i hurt her?

Or maybe i was just too harsh on her earlier.. Thats why i am thinking about her.. I know my actions were wrong.. Masyado akong nag padala sa emosyon ko. I felt the guilt inside me what i did was too much.

Alam kong nasaktan ko siya. I saw the pain in her eyes..

Its just i don't like my feelings whenever she looks at me... I have never felt this before.. That is why whatever it is, it should stop.

I keep on telling myself na tama lang ang ginawa ko. Whatever she feels about me should stop. The more na mas mahulog ang damdamin niya sa akin mas lalo lang siyang masasaktan. I am not a man who is capable of loving someone. I am not a one woman man.

Umji's POV

I already got home.. I directly went inside my room and told unnies that i want to sleep so badly.

They understood. Coz they though i am just tired from work.

As soon as i entered my room.. My eyes begun to stung again...

Tears continued on flowing down... I lied down on my bed..

I silently cry. Ayokong marinig nila unnies ang iyak ko. Mag aalala lang sila.

Parang tinutusok ng napakaraming karayom ang puso ko sa sobrang sakit..

Tomorrow is November 1 a day before the release of exo's album. I texted the SM Entertainment president and inform him that i won't be able to come to work tomorrow for some personal reason. However, I told him that i will be present on Exo's album showcase on November 2.

Kailangan ko munang huminga. I need to a break para mag isip.

I already told myself before that this day would come. Alam ko namang walang patutungohan ang nararamdaman ko kay Sehun oppa. And i planned on just loving him from a far. A silent fan.

Pero di ko alam na aabot sa ganito. He would tell me not to like him. And he would never like me back. I don't even think na magugustuhan din niya ako. Because thats imposible to happen.

He's just too much!!!!...

Napakasakit ng ginawa niya... Lahat ng sinabi niya...

I told myself to never look at him again.

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The next morning,

I texted Sehun oppa

To Mr. Sehun

This is Umjishi what you did last day was disgusting... Sana sinabi mo nalang sa akin ng maayos if you were uncomfortable with my presence. Na ayaw mo sakin. You don't have to insult me that much Mr. sehun. Yes i like you, thats true. But i think liking you in the first place ay isang napakalaking pagkakamali. You are not the man i thought you are. You've hurt me emotionally, physically and mentally. I forgive you, maybe that was really my fault i annoyed you. However, i am going to continue my work as exo's exclusive music producer/song writer. Lets just be civil with each other and act like nothing happens. Just continue on ignoring me, like you always did and i will do the same.

From: Kim Ye Won

After reading again my long message to him. I press the send button.

That should be enough para narin we can continue our work..

Exo group are already in the SM ent. Building, they are busy for fitting their outfit for tomorrows album showcase.

The maknae excuse himself from the group as he recieved a text from umji.

He was stunned with the long message. He never thougth that Umji would send him that.

It was a relief that she forgives him. But at the same time, he felt empty inside.

What is this feeling? I ask myself.

I should be happy that everything is settled with umji. But why do i feel so empty and sad?

Pinilig ko ang ulo ko... I must be tired. I should focus on our album promotion tomorrow...

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Thats it guys.. Sorry i run out of ideas. Ayoko na masyado pahabain

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