Sehun Is In Love (ongoing)

CHAPTER EIGHT

Umji's POV

My body is shaking.. I can't think of anything... I'm totally shock of what happened.

My tears were slowly pouring down on my cheeks...

I'm trembling.... Why?????

Sehun Oppa.... Why should you hurt me this way???

I can't seem to breath... My heart is aching so much....

I can't stop my tears it hurts so much.....

I continue to sobbing on my desk with my head down...

If he's uncomfortable with me arround or if he doesn't like me at all he should have just tell me without insulting me..

Why does he have to insult me so much? I'm Fat?? I am not attractive!

And telling me he wouldn't like me at all??

Why??????????

Why does he have to tell me in this way. Couldn't he think of a better way without hurting me?

And most of all why did he have to kiss me? What was that for??

A warning??? For what????

If he is telling me to get away from him.. I will!.....

He is not the man i was thinking he is... I always thought of him as kind man deep inside. A man who needs care and true love. Although he always seems to have a cold attitude, i know he has a soft and hood heart.. But that was just my imagination....

I know his a playboy but i didn't know that he's a total jerk!!!!

Sehun Oppa, I despise you so much...

I hate you!!!!!!!!

From now on, i will forget my feelings for you!.... You are not worth it!....

I didn't know i feel asleep in the studio.. Maybe because i was so tired from crying...

The agony that i felt right now is intolerable... I Felt like i am dying inside...

I woke up and its already 11 pm in the evening...

I checked my eyes in the mirror and its all swollen. Then I heard my phone ring. Yuju unnie is calling..

I pick it up and answered... I cleared my voice before taking the call.

Hello Yuju unnie???

Yahh!!!!! Kim yewon.. Where the hell are you???

Its 11 pm already and yet you're not home.. Are you still in the studio???

Whos with you? Are you safe??

Unnie, I'm fine... I feel asleep while working. Maybe i was just exhausted from work. But i am coming home okay..  Don't worry too much.. I tried to make my voice brighter.

I got to go now okay... Bye unnie

I press the end call.. And grab my gentle monster eye glasses to cover my swollen eyes...

I need to think on how to avoid sehun oppa... If he is thinking that i would resign from work.. No i won't! It will never gonna happen. I won't sacrifice my dream job just to avoid him!!!

Watch me Mr. Oh Sehun!!!...

I will make sure that you will regret everything you said about me.