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White Night

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" No way... It's HER!" 

I try my best to be cool and already forget about her even I really miss her badly. Even I want to run towards her and hug her tightly. Even I want to peck her whole face and wanna confess how she really meant to me in my life. 

"So, you're my room mate. Hey." I said while curved a 'FAKE' smile towards her. My words hurts me badly. 

"I quess? " She said and chuckle awkwardly while scratching her neck. I just smile at her,even I know the smile hurts me.

" If you don't mind, I need to clean my room." I excused and enter my room. 

"Oh,yeah. I've already eaten. I brought some black bean noodle. I didn't feel wanna eat. " I said hand it to her before I enter my room and locked my door.

I put my heads down, try my best not to cry. Sliding my back against the door. I breathe deeply and decided to take a shower .

The cold water touched my bare skin. I felt  calm and more peace here. I stood while the cold water kept flowing to all my body. I put  my hand on the wall , keeps my heads down.

"If  you want me to forget you, I'll granted as you wish..." I said while tears dropped along with the cold water.

y/n

I was taken aback when I know we're room mates. I look at him, locking himself on his room after handed me some foods.

I miss him but I know It's all my fault when I told him vanished myself from his life and starts a new one. I really want to ran towards him and hug him tightly. Tell him I'm really sorry because left him. Tell him that I'm stupid because left him. Tell him that I'm stupid because belief that the past will haunt me again. Tell him that I really miss him and  I need him

But It's too late now...

He already hates me...

He already forget about me...

He already vanished me from his life...

He really made me like I'm totally a strangers...

That's made my heart...

Crushed in pieces...

I put aside the black bean noodle he gave me. Went to my room and tried to not cry.I locked my door. As I step inside,tears streamed down to my cheeks. I locked my door.

I can't stop thinking about him. Every time I'm having time being alone in Australia, I always saw his figure waving at me. I tried to waved back but his figure already disappeared.

I tried to not cried when I dreamt about him, keep saying that he missed me all night. 

I need him...

I love him more than myself...

That's why I could never forget him...

*

I went to uni after Haechan. I just... I didn't dare to face him after all of this... I didn't dare to pretend that we don't know each other after being best friend for 7 years. I didn't dare to look at his face, full of hates and emotionless.

I went to my class, sat on my desk while daydreaming. I  still looking at Haechan  figures, smiling at his friends. I just smile when I saw he seems very happy with them. I never thought that he can be that bright. I wished I could see his bright smile curved on his face everyday.

I felt someone tapped my shoulder. I turned and saw a unknown girl standing next to me.

"May I sit besides you?" She asked. I smile at her and nodded.

" Thank you." She said and sat besides me. I keep on daydreaming when I saw a hand in front of me.

"Hello, I'm Kim Yerim. What's yours?" She asked me made me came back to reality. I look at her.

" I'm Park y/n. You can call me y/n."

"Nice to meet you, y/n. You can call me Yeri or Yerim. Just call me whatever you comfort with." She said while smile brightly at me. 

"Nice name, like her owner." I said.

" Thank you." She said while hid her blushing cheeks with her hair.

" You new too?" I asked.

"Yes." 

"Great. We could be friends." I said and smile.

"Really?!" She asked disbelieved with me. I giggles and nodded.

Our conversation interrupted when the lecturer came.

" Let's chat after class." I said.

*

Haechan

I keep looking at y/n whole the time. I just sat  2 row away from her at the back. I miss her. I can't denied that... I miss to talk to her and hug her. Every night I always dreaming about her.

"Yah, Haechan. Who are you looking at?" Seungmin asked me. 

"You keep looking at someone without blinking even once!" Eric said.

"She used to be my everything in this world... Used to be my painkiller and without her I can't sleep well, dreaming about her made me sick. Made me can't forget about her, made my insane..."I said.

"Who?" 

"My missing puzzle piece... My y/n..."