My brothers alive and in love with a guy? (Liu fanfic BXB)) (EDITING)

Prologue

I feel him stabbing my stomach and arms. I can't move. I can't even scream anymore. All I can do is watch. Watch this monster that my brother turned into kill me. Suddenly he stops and stares at me. He has tears in his eyes and the crazy look is gone.

"Liu?" he whimpers out. "Liu, wake up! WAKE UP! Please, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to!" he says and cries into my shoulder. It takes everything I have to say something.

"Run." I hear the cops. I can't have him arrested.

"B-But, I can't leave you!" he says.

"Just run," I say. He bites his bloody, cut lip and nods. He grabs his knife, runs to the window and jumps out. I lay here, dying, waiting for someone to come help me. That's when I hear my door being busted down, but everything goes black after that.

I feel myself being lifted. I open my eyes, but everything is spinning. I see a blurred version of a paramedic and cop around me. They are lifting me into an ambulance and  rushing around to try to get me to stop bleeding. I can't feel anything but pain. My clothes are sticking to my body from all the blood.

"Son, do you know who did this to you?" a cop says gently. I don't do anything. I don't want to turn my brother in, but I also don't want anything else to happen to anybody. I shake my head no and he sighs. "Thank you," he says and sits down on the bench. I close my eyes and feel myself drift off to sleep. 

I hear what sounds like beeping. I breathe in and it smells like a hospital. I open my eyes, but had shut them again because it's too bright. How long was I asleep? I open my eyes and blink a few times before my eyes get adjusted. I look around and everything is white. A nurse comes in and looks at me in shock before running up to me.

"Oh, my! You're awake! Let me check your vitals and everything," she says and starts messing with the machines.

"Wh-" I start coughing and my throat feels dry. She hands me a drink and I drink it all. "What happened?" I ask. She gives me a gentle, yet sad smile.

"I'm sorry to tell you this, but your family. . .they're dead. You've been in a induced coma for six months." My eyes widen and I stare at her. Six months? I knew about my family- 

My family? Oh, my god! Jeff!

"Jeffery!" I say.

"I'm sorry. They couldn't recover the body. We're aware that he was killed in the attack, too. They never found the killer and believe he's still out there," the nurse says. They think Jeff was killed? Should I tell them? No. That will make everything worse.

"What's going to happen to me?" I whisper.

"You'll be placed in foster care since you're only thirteen," she says. I then remember something.

"Can I have a mirror?" I ask. She gives me a worried look, but passes me one anyways.I look into the mirror and bite my chapped lip. There are light scars on my face and body. My hair is greasy and a scar goes right across my eye. I feel like a monster. No one will like me now. I won't have anyone. I feel tears in my eyes and start sobbing.

"Oh, honey, everything will be okay," she says. How could my older brother do this to me? Why am I not mad at him? Is he dead?

"Is he dead?" I ask.

"Who?"

"Jeff," I say.

"I'm afraid so. Your whole family is buried in the graveyard on top of the hill," she says. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. This will be the start of a new life.