After all the private concert haha all the fun and great songs, and said goodbye to me Josh and I headed to my house was rare good, two things were rare one: Josh seemed to me too familiar, like an old friend and two: the sky is a greyish tone still do not understand why, I do not think it's pollution!
Already in my house I lie on my bed and think about everything that happened today, "Josh" whisper do not really know who he was but boy does me good to see you, I come images of him, too but still not very well who is.
I get up and take my guitar play for a while and prepare for sleep.
Woow get up quickly just had a dream but looked like it if had happened as a souvenir Josh was teaching me to play guitar hugging me holding my hands.
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-You Are right?
- No, do not think so, she has had a accedinte my fault
- Not your fault, it was an accident you have said!
- Matt, never forget this, the worst day of my life I love!
- Do not cry friend, she woke
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The dream was weird just met Josh, I think so, but still I liked that in the dream seemed to be my boyfriend, I swear it looked like a souvenir! well have to fix are 6:00 am while I give to hear music, great!
The gray day again? O God! OK this is already rare! Josh is out of my house.
-That you doing here? Forgiveness is not you run or something just wondering
-Don't Worry, I'm here to accompany
-Where?
-A Wherever you go- smiled
-Okay think it suits me a company
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-Dude, I hate to see you like, please Josh reacts
Josh was sitting in a chair with eyes lost and some tears
-As you want this - says still staring
-She will be fine
-I hope so, otherwise I would never forgive
-I Also loved her know - says Matt
-But I love her and I will be with her forever
-You remember when you met - Matt said with a smile - After being with her, you talked me and you were saying it was the best thing that had happened to you, when I was just your friend
-Yeah, I remember - smiles Josh - I met her and definitely changed my life and it was for good, remember when I first saw it, I saw in a park, I was very shy but ceases to be with her, she was crying under a tree, I would come up and just barely pronounce "I can help you" when I could not me she nodded and stood hug me and I began to mourn
-Yes? why did not you tell me
-Because ... I do not know, well that day I talk me it was happening, God! his story was horrible !, I could not imagine a person with all that, I keep wondering mourn my name ...
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-So, Josh you are you happy?-I say
-What Do you mean with "happy"
-I Do not know, you like your life?
-am ... Let's talk about you, you like your life?
It gave me time to answer since we were already in the door from school and had to go
-After Talk, see you Josh!
-Okay bye-Smiled
Already finishing classes I turn to my house, I will not say why but reaching a discussion created my mother is screaming curses and profanity for something I did not do, I am accused of having broken a fucking dish! and so did my younger brother, I only defend myself then my older brother Alex I start hitting brutally without reason, I pulled hair, I just looked up without no power but observe am mother and only a low voice I say "help me, is hurting me "and she just sees me, sees his daughter is being beaten by her other son, smiles and tells me" you deserve it "
I grab the little strength left me to get up, I'm crying, I see and I run the house just heard Alex say "and the little girl went crying poor" in derision
I'm running while I'm crying thousand things went through my mind, even suicide is always so every day all the time, screaming, profanity, shock to me, and more hits to my shock to me
I get to a park and charge me in a tree and begin to mourn, I cover my face, I open my eyes and see Josh reach toward me did not hesitate for a second hugged him and told him my whole story, not why but I feel as if this has already happened
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- I said my name is Josh and yours? Aylin she answered, I sat with her and started talking about her life, while she told me she was going to school and turned out to be the same as mine
- If and mine - Matt smiled
- Yes, and from there we continue frequenting since she is not here Canada, is Monterrey Nl and it was new school also happened to be my classroom and into the work with her, I got to be while crying one once I saw beat his brother and his father approached me and defended which was useless because almost moria me, but I did it for her
- If you and now you're the only one who is present here, while she's in a coma entire family not
- Think of me? You would remember me? dreaming me? you remember me? hope so, did promise "by your side forever," she was afraid that I promised a 'beside you by now "
