sorry if there's typos in here
Mark slid down the wall of his apartment as tears streamed down his face. he had just walked in on the the only girl he has ever loved having sex with another man, he hid his face in his legs and sobbed quietly. he heard the front door open and could careless, "Mark?" a voice said gently. he recognized that voice anywhere it was his best friend johnny. mark looked up at johnny with puffy eyes and tears still falling down. johnny immediately went to mark and hugged him which made mark cry even more. "what's the matter bub?" johnny says wiping the boys tears. "s-she chested" he says to his best friend. johnny looked at mark in shocked and anger. johnny hated to see mark upset, it broke his heart, he took the younger male into his arms and hugged him tight. "she didn't deserve you anyways markie" he says running his fingers through marks hair as the younger cried in his chest. johnny has always been jealous of y/n because she got with mark and johnny has deep feelings for mark. he always loved how happy and amazing energy he had, johnny had always stayed silent from making it obvious that he liked mark. there would be times that he would catch himself staring at the younger for too long. mark pulled away and looked at johnny with puffy eyes. "was i not good enough?" he says with his voice cracking "no mark you were an amazing boyfriend to her she doesn't deserve your love and attention" he says stroking the younger cheek as he held himself back from pressing their lips together. mark looked down and sighed "i'm sorry for wetting your shirt" he points out to the wet stain on johnny's grey t-shirt, "don't worry about it" he smiles at mark, mark hugged him with made johnnys heart flutter because mark never hugs him. "thank you for always being there for me" mark says and let's another sigh out. johnny hugged back and rubs the youngest back. "anything for you" he replies, "how about we watch a movie to forget about that the whore did" johnny insists, mark laughs and nods. johnny loves to see mark smile it always makes him feel warm and happy inside. he got up and helped mark as the walked over to the couch and opened netflix. johnny let mark pick a movie and sat quietly watching the movie, he felt marks head on his shoulder. he felt his heart flutter again. "only if you know how much i love you" he said in his head and felt his heart shatter a bit because he wanted to just let mark know how he felt but didn't say one word because he didn't want to ruin their friendship. johnny looked at mark and saw his eyes closed, johnny smiled a bit and rested his head back letting his sleep take over his body.
this sucked ik but i'm so sorry for not writing again i haven't been feeling motivated but i'm gonna try to write more for now on!
