Pavel's pov
"Oh my god" I groaned loudly after playing a 3 hr game on COD because of boredom and live streaming for the fans.
( a/n: if you read COD as covid-19, I'm concerned for you )
Ding!
" who else text me now? " I asked myself
I pick up my phone and unlocked and yep, nine texted me
"Oh nine with his " omg pavel!?" Shit" I sighed
Me: yeah? huh? What's up? What's the "omg pavel!?" For? Did your dog gave birth again?
Nine: .... sigh.
Me: okay okay, what is it?
Nine: so... erm..... joong blocked me cus I was being mean...
Me: .!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE, NONG!?
Nine: uh, procrastinating...
Me: you dumb idiot, I'll text joong -.-
Oh god, here we go again
I sighed
To: N'Joong
Me: joong, are you okay?
"He left me on read" I sighed
Me: joong text me back please? I know you're not okay.
Left on read again
Me: joong -.-
Left on read again.
Me: JOONG LISTEN, I KNOW U ARE NOT OKAY SO NOW TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!????!
"oh my godddd" I sighed loudly
Joong: .... I'm sorry.
Me: tell me now.
Joong: nine told me to leave him alone.. and he told me to be with fluke...
Me: that was nine being bipolar, you know he would say that, right?
Joong: yeah... but should I just leave him?
Me: JOONG LISTEN, WOULD NINE BE HAPPY IF YOU LEAVE HIM? HE LOVES YOU.
Joong: ... mhm
Me: WOULD YOU BE HAPPY IF YOU SEE NINE BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE IF YOU FOUND OUT THAT IF YOU LEAVE HIM, WOULD YOU BE SAD?!
joong: I wouldn't be happy and I would be sad...
Me: KNOCK SOME SENSE IN YOUR MIND, JOONG. HE LOVES YOU AND ONLY YOU BUT FLUKE IS JUST IN YOUR LIFE NOW. I DON'T KNOW.
joong: but i love fluke and nine...
Me: who do you actually love the most?
Joong: nine...I love nine a lot, like a lot a lot...
Me: then fight for him.
Joong: I can't, I don't want to hurt nine.. I'm sorry P'Phoom, I need to go...
Me: JOONG!
I sighed " I hate when you're like this" I talk to myself
- Nine's POV-
"I fucked up... I did...." I sobbed while blaming myself even more
I don't know what to do. It's just.... complicated love..
He says he loves me but can't choose...
Am I worth loving? Am I worth being with? At this point, I don't know if I'd be with someone or I wouldn't be.
Am I worth all of those words he told me before? Saying he loves me, I'm the only one he loves, he won't leave me. I'll just.... move on and focus on myself...
- 4 weeks later -
" SAMMY " I ran towards her and give her the biggest hug.
She's been there, she seen everything I went through with joong and still support me. I love this girl, she's amazing.
" Hi nineee" she said in the most cheerful way ever possible, it made me smile widely.
" hi " I said with a giggle after.
" how's everything?" She asked
" good, I've been focusing on myself and stuff" I said
" good good " she nodded
" where do you want to go?" She asked
" the usual " I said
" OH BOYY! let's go!" Sammy said
We took a train to the mall at the city area and had fun, met some of my old friends and introduced them to Sammy, why was I so hooked over joong? Look, my life is better now until....
Ding!
From Joong
" babe , I miss you "
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The Break Up (Nine's POV )
FanficNine saw his ex boyfriend at a event he attended and realized it's too late for him to go back. He still love Joong Archen, That famous Model/Actor that he used to date. There's gonna have a lot of POV of nine cus it's his POV 😂 A/n: I will add new...
