The Transfer Student

Part 11.

You and Ale walked out of the room and went to the hallway

Ale: sure Y/N what's up
he said with a concerned look in his face
Y/N: Look Alejandro i'm really sorry i didn't mean to kiss you and I swear it will never happen again
Ale: dontttt worrryy about it it's alright besides ik ur pain you're feeling
he smiled
Y/N: wait you've been cheated on?
Ale: yeah... but uh lets not talk about that we should get going back with the boys
Y/N: yeah we should

Y/N POV
Although it was almost all of us Mattia was missing and I missed his arms wrapped around me or  him messing with me.It wasn't gonna be the same I hated him so bad at the moment but still love him my emotions are mixed and idk how to feel.I just want to go to the restroom and pour out all my feelings. 
So that's exactly what I did i went to my restroom locked the door and slowly fell on the floor sobbing unable to control myself

Y/N: ughhh why did I have to be such a dumb bitch for falling for him.
I said sobbing barely even being able to speak
Y/N: WHAT DID I DO WRONG WHY DID HE HAVE TO CHEAT AM I NOT ENOUGH IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT!
I wanted to hurt someone i couldn't believe myself ive never gotten this crazy I heard the boys whispering and someone knocking on the door.

End of POV

Ale: open up Y/N it's me Alejandro.
he said knocking on the door
Y/N: n-not now
Ale: im gonna open it up now idc

he swung open and saw the state of mind you were mascara flowing down your cheeks and read puffy eyes. He instantly froze and quickly hugged you with u sobbing on his shirt while he held you tightly.
Y/N: whyyyy me out of all why me Alejandro just why did I get too attached i believed so much shit but got hurt in the end it just doesn't makes since I don't even wanna be alive right now

Ale: heyy dont say that things happen for a reason and change up and become better and i can't believe he did some dumb shit like that he talked about how much he loved you but still fucked up.
Y/N: I hate him rn so bad but still love him
Ale: hate is a strong word its gonna make you have mixed emotions but it will get better trust me he doesn't deserve you and his missing out on the kindest most beautiful girl ever.
he said caressing your cheek and smiling
Y/N: wow thanks Ale im glad i have you
u smiled slightly cheering up
Ale: heyyy wanna go get donuts if that makes thing a little better :).
Y/N: sure..

Ale: hey guys y'all want donuts me and Y/N are gonna go get some
every1: YESSS!

You and Ale went outside and and got in his car and had conversations while he was trying to distract by telling you his embarrassing stories.
Ale: and then I had fell infront of everyone and worst of all everyone laughed
Y/N: OMG NOO I FEEL BAD.
you said laughing almost of breath
Ale: the line inside is too long wanna go through the drive thru
Y/N: okiee do you mind if I go live rq
Ale: no its alr

*The live*

Y/N: heyyyy guysss!

user1:hiiii Y/N
user2: y/n you're so pretty
Sebastiensbaby: where's Mattia

Y/N: Tora idk were he is
Alesvenom: listen to Cardi Y/N
Y/N: already do steff

User3: is that Ale?
Y/N: yes
User4: shes trying to get with Ale
Anne.commzz8: add me to the live im your biggest fan
User5: tell Ale i said hii
User6: awww i ship more than mattia tbh

Y/N: guys ima hope off the live I might go live with the boys tho idk
*end of live*

you and ale got a 12 donuts all glazed and then went home.

Y/N:GUYSSS WERE BACK!
you said going upstairs
Everyone:ouuuuu
Ale: what?
Andrea: you 2 have been really close together is there something we need to know
Y/N: uhhh no and plus I his really helped me with how bad i was doing,
Alvaro: ouuuu date already we know y'all like eachother
Y/N: i dont think you realize what happened earlier is not a good time to be dating
Roshaun:heyyy Y/N ur phone is blowing up with calls and messages.
Y/N: ehh leave it its probably nothing important

Y/N POV
Roshaun told me that my phone was blowing up from messages and calls but something told me it was Mattia and I dont wanna check becuase who else would it be.I really dont have time to listen to all his excusses he did what he did and I'm not forgiving him anytime soon. If he wants to gain my trust back i will take him alot to get it back.
end of POV

Ale: shittttttt I forgot to turn off the cameras in the kitchen I'm so fucking dumb my parents will kill me when they come back on Tuesday.

Y/N POV
at that moment and idea clicked in my head!

ik this is short but its 4am so ima go to sleep i dont wanna wake up early tomorrow for online school tho :(