deep scars//

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Am I being selfish if I wanted to feel like someone is happy that I'm a part of their life?

Because I was always worried about the people around me.

Wondering if I showed them how much I appreciated their existence.

Because no one did that for me.

I was left alone in my bedroom floor, crying.

Asking myself why nobody cared about me.

'Am I just a someone in everyone's life that's just there for no reason?'

I wanted to feel like someone was there for me.

That someone wanted me to stay alive because they wouldn't know what to do if I left.

That I was so damn important to them.

But who am I to ask for such things?

I don't deserve those.

I'm just a simple nobody.