The Long Wait

The Sibling

Its been weeks and Gael and Yani were proven guilty, they were imprisoned in jail. Yani is desperate to go out so she hired different lawyers while, Gael was just chill, planning to free himself. Its been weeks and still Iya is not speaking to anybody except for Seulgi.

---Seungyeon---

I am convincing Iya to eat because she ain't eating properly since she came here in my house.

Seung: Please, Iya you need to eat, you might get sick....

She did not look at me she just crossed her arms.

Iya: I don't like to eat.

Seung: Iya please just eat this once....

She looked at me with her brows furrowed

Iya: No!

Seung: Or the ice cream your mommy Jeongyeon brought for you. I heard it was cheese flavor, c'mon.

She stood from her chair.

Iya: I said no!

She walked out and she ran upstairs to her room. As I watched her run from me I can't help myself but cry. I can't handle this anymore. She's been neglecting me, if she ain't neglecting me she would answer me in an impolite way and it breaks my heart.

I only want her to accept me as her mother, is that to much too ask? I love her so much and I just want to be her mother, I just want us to be a family but, why can't she accept it? Was Jeongyeon really a better mother than I? I can't accept the fact that everyday my child would look at me like I am someone who did a big mistake to her. Well, I have a very mistake to her, not being there for her when she grew up, not raising her and everyday I pay for all the mistakes I've done and it is much worse.

When I tried to call her but then I heard my father speak.

Loren: Seungyeon, stop hoping that your daughter will accept you. C'mon you are careless that is why you lost her and now do you think she will forgive you after not being there her whole life? She loves her Jeongyeon, to her, you are just a useless mother whom she can't accept.

I can't understand why my father is like this. I am his daughter and he must be there to support me but he is downing me. He can't support me not even once. I am now facing problems in my life I know I am careless but, I can't believe that he has to rub it in my face. I was angry and sad.

Seung: Appa, stay out of this.

I tried to walk out but he spoke again

Loren: I have every right to meddle with your problems I am your parent.

I stopped on my tracks and I faced him. I wiped the tears on my cheek.

Seung: Wow! You? My parent? Since when? I thought you were my critic living in this house! A parent must support their child no matter what. Encourage them and be there to guide them. You were never there for me, you never encouraged me, you never guided me! You are just a critic that did nothing but to down me or be ashamed of me! I poured myself to all my studies. And I did, I thought you will be proud of me but, you never did! Appa! Twenty five years! Twenty five years! I was a child longing for your love! I was a child blaming myself for everything that happened! I know I have caused you a lot of pain already since I was young, but that does not make me less your child! I know I brought you pain all over again and I already regret all my mistakes and I have asked sorry countless times! And you neglected me countless times! Everyday of my life I pay for the accident that happened to eomma. Everyday I pay for the loss of my sibling.....

He looked at me and he was very angry.

Loren: Don't you dare tell that thing about your sibling.