The Voice In My Head ~UsUk~

Chapter 9

I don't own Hetalia, if I did there would be so many couples it would be unbelievable!

{England's POV}

No...I was hearing all of this wrong. America does not like me in that way. And I do not like him in that way, no matter what Oliver tells me.
"I-I don't know..." My voice faltered and failed, what do I do?
"I understand England. We can't feel the same way about each other, it would be too easy, I'll just have to make you like me" his voice was low and sad. He was really upset by this, it seemed. I was confused by the whole thing. Oliver said I had hidden feelings, but it wouldn't matter if I realised them now because I was broken. So I needed to be fixed? He had mentioned that I had no emotional ties and that was how he had broken me so easily. Did that mean I had to find someone the care about. Little Arthur, always alone, needing no-one, that was until little Alfred came along and sparked something in you that you never thought you could have: love. You didn't even realise it until it was too late, you still don't believe it. Do you? Fuck. This was bad. I had feelings towards him that I didn't know about, but now I know and don't believe it? This is confusing.
"Are you okay England?" No, I wasn't okay. I wanted to curl into a ball and cry. The tears spilled down my face without me knowing.
"Woah, England! It's okay, don't cry, I don't like seeing you upset" with that the tears fell faster, why did he have to care about me. I'm so confused about my life and my mind and I don't need him adding to it. I collapsed on the floor, my legs couldn't support me anymore.
"England!" I heard his scream but didn't care. If I didn't care why couldn't he? It was easy enough. I closed my eyes and smiled. He cared, and I guess I was happy because no-one ever has, even though it was going to cause me problems.