Trouble

Happiness

 I woke up. Actually well rested and happy. I jumped up and stretched."What's gotten into you?" Tamia asked. I shrugged. "Mamma said there will be days like this." I walked into the bathroom and did my business.I walked to her closest and all she had was half shirts and high waisted skirts. "Mia what am I going to wear" I asked still staring at the closest in shock. "This"she said pointing to a light blue crop top and black skirt.I stared at her in disbelief. "Only for today and besides you need to change your wardrobe."she pouted."Please". I sighed And took the outfit out her hand. She began to fangirl. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my bookbag before grunting and stomping in the bathroom.

I put on my foundation before getting dress.

I didn't even bother to look in the mirror.

I knew I was fat and ugly. I didn't deserve to live. But thanks to Tamia I have to live.

I just want to see my mother again.

I walked out the bathroom and put on my best acting skills.

" So how do I look"I saided spinning around. "Gorgeous" she gushed. I grabbed my bookbag and phone. Then walked downstairs with Tamia.

"Good morning Ally.What do you want for breakfast dear?" Tamia mother Tamela asked after greeting me. "Nothing I'm fine." I said giving her a weak smile. She hugged me. "Bunny your not fat,or worthless you are a beautiful young lady who will grow up to be the most amazing singer" she assured holding on to my shoulders. She made sure to make eye contact. "I agree with mom. But you can't start a singing career without me." Tamia said. We laughed at her.

"Here at least eat this it has nutritional value" she said passing me a cereal bar.

"Thanks Tamela. I'm sure my mother would have loved you" I said hugging her one last time before walking to the door to catch up with Tamia.

My usual anxiety didn't wash over me I was happy. Tamia got in the passenger seat.

"Are you really going to let me drive!" I questioned her. She smiles and nodded.

I hopped in. And put the keys in the ignition. And drove to the school. As soon as we got to the light a few feet away from the school I began to feel me anxiety creep up on me. My breathing increase. "Its going to be fine. Here take my lucky necklace" Tamia assured. I thanked her as I put it on.

I soon began to feel better as we pulled into the school parking lot.

I got out the car with Tamia and we began walking into the school. I felt eyed on us. But I ignored them the best I could.

Tamia walked me to my locker before going upstairs to hers.

I grabbed what I needed before stuffing my book bag in the locker. I closed my locker and got startled by Luke the captain of the football (soccer) team leaning on my locker with his lip in his mouth.

Luke Hemmings hot I'll admit but he never bothered me. He was a small crush I had.

"He Allysa." He smiled. "H-h-hi L-Luke" I stammered before tucking my hair behind my ear and looking down. He lifted my head up before standing straight up towering over me. "So im having a party tomorrow night you wanna come!" He asked before grabbing his lip ring between his teeth again. "She sure does" Tamia said walking from behind Luke. I shot her a quick glare."Sounds good.See you around Miller"he said before leaving.

I gave her another look. She smiled at me. And I shook my head 'no' And she smirked. In other word. I said "Wow". She said" You like him" and I said "I don't". And she was like " We'll see". We have been together for 1 1/2 year. However you say it. And we already speak with are facial expressions.

Maybe I'm become the girl I was before I was cracked. Maybe I can be myself again. Maybe I can have my happiness back.

Sorry it took so long but Merry Christmas everyone. I have changed Allysa Miller celebrity to Chloe Harwood