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Chapter 39

YNNA

I slowly walked away from him even though I knew that he'll follow me. He continuously shouted my name but I didn't have the urge to look back. I don't want to hurt myself more, just by looking at the both of them. It stings, a lot.

We spent years apart and now we're bound to this? I spent years of waiting for him not knowing he already married someone else and worse, they already have a child.

Now, I kind of regret not fishing news about him. No communication, my ─ss.

"Ynna!" I heard him shouted my name once again, his voice sounded desperate.

But I didn't bother to stop, I ran as fast as I could until I reached our cabin.

"Ynna? What's wrong?" Megan asked, I sat on the edge of the bed before looking at her.

I catch my breath because of my st─pid stunt a while ago. I signaled her to get a glass of water and when she handed one, I immediately took and drank it to satisfy my thirst.

And then suddenly, my tears broke and started streaming down my face.

They all gasped, "What the heck is happening to you?!" Ali hysterically said, she started caressing my back while my tears are flowing endlessly. I wasn't able to talk because I was catching my breath.

I can't put my thoughts into words. I want to say a lot of things but I can't, not in a situation like this. I can't barely breath.

They waited for minutes to finally calm me down, "He already came back..." I said, almost whisper.

They both gasped and as I looked at Ali's reaction, reality hit me.

"A-ali, I'm s-sorry!" I immediately apologized but instead, she smiled a bit before wiping her tears while mumbling 'it's fine' continuously.

I looked at Megan, "You need to talk, Ynna." She advised but I immediately shook my head as a response.

"He...he...has a...child!"

Before they can even talk, the door burst open. With that, we all looked towards it's direction and Casper was there, standing while looking directly at me.

"Ynna, let me explain." He begged before walking towards my direction.

I immediately shook my head because we have nothing to talk about, "I'm fine, Casper. There's no need for us to talk about it, we're done a long time ago! Oh, scratch that. There was never an 'us' to begin with so f─ck off!" I shouted, shock is evident in his eyes.

"Ynna. It's not ─."

He stopped when I spoke, "Stop with this nonsense and just get out of here! I don't want to see you ever again!" I shouted, gathering all the strength that I have before running towards the door, pushing him out of our cabin.

"You should at least hear his explanation." Megan stated before walking towards the kitchen and when she realized that it was empty, she went out of our cabin leaving me and Ali alone in the room.

I heard Ali sighed, "How can she understand our situation? She has a happy life to begin with." She mumbled before wiping her tears, she has her own problems to deal with too. We're all screwed.

"Six years. I wasted six years to wait for him and now we ended like this." I whispered, blaming myself for being too naïve.

Alyana looked at me, "You didn't waste your time because inside those years, you learned how to love and value yourself more. You learned how to grow alone without relying to others, Ynna." She said, still on-point when giving advices that she can't apply to herself.