From a stranger, she became my friend, and from a friend, she became special. Her laugh, her voice, is like music to my ears. Her smile and her eyes feels like the sunrise and the sunset in my eyes. She unexpectedly came into my life. She robbed me, she's a thief, a burglar, a criminal, she stole my eye, the words i speak, and even my heart. I called the police, i told them about everything she did to me, from trespassing into my life to stealing my heart. But the police told me that what she did was not a crime. They said it's some kind of a feeling, a sensation, where we thought that people are actually stealing our hearts and our minds but the truth is, we're just INLOVE.
Who is she, where she's from? What's her name, how old is she? I really don't know. Why is she here, why her? why now, why so sudden? These questions i ask myself every single day and night. Am i in love with her? Or am i just infatuated? Is this really something? Or am i just startled with it? Is this true? Am i dreaming? I don't know. Maybe this is a joke. Or one of cupid's pranks on me. Did Robin Hood Steal Cupid's Bow and Arrow and got blessed by Apollo? Because honestly, i felt it, i felt the arrow pass through my heart. I felt no pain, just L O V E.
I never imagined my days and nights to be like this. I never expected my phone to be filled with messages from one person. I never thought of something like this would eventually happen to me. All i know is, i saw her, she laughed, she smiled, she spoked, she walked, sat down, and from there on, she took my breath away. As days go by, she makes me fall even more. She makes my heart go bungee jumping. She never fails to make me smile. Despite her mood swings and all, i still love her the way she is right now. I accept her for who she is except for one thing, i know it's hard but, i need to learn how to accept the fact that she is the kind of girl who spends more time with her guy friends rather than her girl friends. I am a jealous guy. I easily get jealous with everyone around her. I want to be the only one standing beside her, taking care of her and touching her. But i know it is impossible, she need friends, so do i.
She said that she's lucky because i accepted her for who she really is and for the way i treat her. When hearing those words, it was one of the happiest moments of my life. But there's this thought in my mind, if she really felt lucky, then why can't she show me that she really feels that way? Why can't she act like she is realy lucky because i am here to treat her the way she must be treated? I do not demand such recognition or hospitality from her. All i need is for her to express what she really feels about things right now. She told me that i am not like those other guys out there anymore, she told me that i am exceptional from the rest. But why can't i see it? Why can't i feel it? What i am saying is, those words are not enough for me to totally believe. I need to see and feel it too. Words will make me smile and happy, Yes. But actions will make me smile even more. Why can't i have such treatment?
Despite everything, i still love her. I still like her, and it keeps on growing each day. I told her everything i feel about her, the way i see her, what i want and what i actually ask for. Never did i lie to her nor hide something from her. I am too honest, i need to. I need this, this thing between us, to succeed, to bear fruit, and to last. I can wait no matter what, as long as everything's fine between the two of us. As long as i love her and she accepts my love for her. Am i looking at someone whom i will live with? Or is it just someone whom i will spend time for a while? She holds the answer..
