sway house | Tayler Holder

*~ Part 14 ~*

A/N: Listen to the leaked Angels and Demon - It's the 1h version because it's that good x

After Griffs injury from the paintball we put the guns down and went to do our own thing, the neighbours were probably happy with that since the boys are always drunk, high and crackheads I mean me and Ness do the same but you know, and we always get complaints from the neighbours. I'm working on my song, it's based around my past and how I've grown since then. The only person who knows about my past is Nessa, and it took me four years to tell her about my situation. I know what your thinking 'why the fuck would you write a song about your past when you don't want people to know about it' well no one except Nessa will know it's about me, I'll just say I made up the lyrics.

( The song )

Mom just lost her job

Dad left before I could talk

Brother got deployed

Sister died before I turned four

Cause we are a broken family

Picking up the pieces of what we used to be

Cause we are torn into two ( Torn into two )

One gets drunk

two get high

three are flying in the sky

I just might go psycho

Think of stupid things

Do those things and get hurt

Put my trust in you

But you broke it

You fucking broke it

Five years later

Where did you go

Everyone left me in this lonely world

No goodbye

No reply

Why did you choose me

If you were gonna leave me

You left me

You broke me 

You hurt me

You used me

And then you left me to

So I could suffer from this life of tragedies

But then I met you and you and you

And my broken mind and heart repaired

I met you, god I love you

Wow I love you...

( A/N: I'm proud of that though )

I started crying, writing it down like this reminds me what happened and so many bad memories, regrets and hard times.

I heard a knock on my door, I closed my diary that I wrote the song, wiped my tears away and in a shaky voice answered

J: Y-yes

G: Omg Jade are you okay

J: Yeah, I just umm watched a sad movie

G: I don't buy that, what actually happened

J: Just thinking bout my family back home

G: Oh okay, I'm here to talk if you want. I was gonna invite you to dinner

J: Oh okay, thank you

I hugged him and we walked downstairs. Everyone looked at me confused why I just cried, but Griffin gave them a 'She doesn't want to talk about it' look, but Nessa stood up and took me to the bathroom.

N: Jade, whats up

J: I was writing a song about my family and stuff.

She hugged me

N: I bet its a lovely song and its fine you have me and the boys, would you mind singing it to me

J: I will after dinner I'm hungry as fuck

N: Hahah same 

I walked out feeling better, shes right I have her and the boys

I ate dinner and me and Nessa went upstairs whilst the boys played fortnight. I sang her the song, she was beyond impressed and she told me to post it on YouTube so I did...