sway house | Tayler Holder

*~ Part 16 ~*

I walked downstairs, I'm so nervous for the boys reaction. What if I get kicked out!

J: Tayler, I can't

T: Not that I'm pressuring you but why not

J: What if you guys kick me out

T: We would never

I could sense he was nervous, h was probably thinking the worst after my sentence.

J: I'll do it

T: Ok

I made it downstairs and sat upright on the couch

J: I'm gonna tell you the meaning behind the lyrics...

N: Jade... You don't have to

J: I don't but these guys deserve to know

J: Okay... My dad was abusive, he hit my mum and brother but not me.... He-he raped me. He also... Ki-killed my sister

The boys looked at me shocked, I just started crying

J: One day my mum hit him in the back of his head. She killed him. My mum went to prison for 6 years, it was short because it was kinda self defence but she still did. Obviously she lost her job. After she was realsed she deported my brother, he was 18 and I was 14. She wasn't the same after prison she was strict and yelled at me non stop. So I found myself a boyfriend online and he was so nice and I told him all my problems... so he gave me weed and alcohol, I was contently high and drunk, he always roofied me to. But I didn't mind I was in love. He was 22 and I was 14 by the way. One day my mum pissed me off so bad and I told him, he offered to kill my mum and my drunk self told him to. H-e he did it. He was put in prison. I was depressed for a long time and always drank a lot at once and did crazy stunts to see if doing one of them would kill me. After a while when I was 16 I got a new boyfriend, we met in a skate park, he cheated on me numerous times but again I didn't care I was in love.

No one knew what to say but they all hugged me. I was shaking and crying my eyes out wow...

After I calmed down I began again,

J: But guys I'm so lucky to have you. I love you all and I'm so sorry you have to listen to this

B: Jade...Why are you sorry, you have no need we all love you and mean so much to us. I might not show it as much but I do feel it.

I hugged him

JH: I don't know what to say but I love you we are such good friends and I hope we can help you heal

G: Jade. Wow what a story. I'm so sorry you had to go through that and I love you jadey

A: I love you sooo much Jade I'm so sorry and I hope you Luv Anthony too

I laughed a bit 

J: I do Ant I do

JN: I LOVE YOU JADE! Also I hope you get better

T: I didn't know what to expect, definitely not this. I love you so much you don't even know and I'll always always always be there for you.

J: Tayler, I love you. In my song the last to lines are defecated to you. I love you more then a friend Tay.

T: You do

J: Yes I do

B: Sound like a wedding with the I do's

N: Bryce don't ruin it ass-hole. Also my speech?

J: Ness you give me yours everyday

N: Oh yeah

J: Now that you losers ruined it all

T: They haven't

Tayler leaned in and kissed me, we made out for quite a while. At the beginning everyone looked happy then awkwardly just standing there. 

JH: Okayyy enough of that.

We all laughed. I looked around to see no Anthony. Oh god

A/N: Felt kinda mean to not explain so I updated 

Also how do you feel with the early 'I love you's'