Love Me Harder (Taynew)

Chapter 7: Of dreams and reality

Off had decided to go clubbing instead, after they grabbed a bite at one of the 24 hours fast food restaurant. Considering New's position as a model, Tay decided to bring them to a club that he regularly visit because it's owned by one of his friend's and it was known that the securities there is very strict. New pulled down his cap lower and pushed his hands into his jackets further, saying that he is fine with it. So Tay leads them a way and continued trudging through a throng of people, ignoring the heavy stare at the back of his head.

They took a stair down once they went to the alley and found a huge signage of Levels Club. Thanks to Tay, they entered the club without much problem. Splitting from the others, Tay walked further into the club and felt relief washed over him when he noticed his usual spot is empty. Neng was nowhere to be found tonight, probably celebrating his girlfriend's birthday as he did mentioned from their last meeting. The club is packed today and the sound is a little too loud for his liking, left his head throbbing and dizzy.

It's exhausting.

"One beer, please" Tay said to the bartender.

His drink arrived after few minutes. He swiped the glass and dunked it in one shot. The next fifteen minutes, he entertained himself with the sound from the club and chatters. It was funny how Tay doesn't fancy any of this kind of overlapped blaring sound to the max yet he finds pleasure in seeing people coming in with a whole flashy outfits that's clearly dress-to-impress, only to come out with a blank mind, sluggish words and staggering walks. It helped his brain straying away from thinking clearly.

World was starting to spin as scent of alcohol burning in his nostrils. Tay curled his hands around the third glass and pulled it over his lips, about to sip it until someone snatched it from his hands. Frowning but it was quickly swept away within a flash as soon as his eyes laid on New, watching him gulping down the drink in one shot.

"You seriously need to learn asking for permission" Tay glared at him in bitter. New just flashed him a smile, a glint of amusement clear in his eyes as he plopped down to a stool next to Tay, sliding his arm to hang it over bridge of his shoulder.

"Are you drunk?" New stood so close that Tay could smell alcohol under his breath.

"Nope" New pulled Tay's body closer to him, crashing their body and breathed in his ear. Tay squirmed but still managed to keep his cool, looking at him.

"Sober enough to give you a blowjob" New slurred his words altogether, absentmindedly let his finger ran along the slope of Tay's neck. Grazing the tip of his nose on his ear, New gripped on Tay's waist and chuckled. Tay turned red instantly.

He gulped the lump stuck in his throat as he stares at New bringing a tongue, licking over his glistening lips. He tried to shove off his dirty thoughts or even images from running across his mind, anything that he may capable of doing to those sinful lips because if he did, he might not be able to hold himself.

"Come on. Touch me here" New placed Tay's hands on his butt and Tay was spluttered, taken back. He could feel heat crawled up his face.

"We're in public, you idiot" he was about to pull his hands back but New kept it there. Tay's body starting to tense when he felt the heat of New's body enveloped him, he is so close to him. Too close.

"New, people are going to see" Tay said, trying to remind the tipsy guy, even while his hand on New's bottom was left to rest there. It's weird but Tay can't find it in himself to push New away.

"Shh" New put a finger on his lips.

"How did you know I like strawberry soda?" Eyes hard on him, face slowly coming closer and Tay can't stop looking at the moist lips and wondered if it taste the same as the last time.

"You're not the only one with connections" Tay clucked his tongue. One second New was looking at him with a serious face and the next second, he was beaming like a kid, curling himself around Tay.

"You're so nice, Tay tay" the red colour on the model's cheeks was contrast against the pale skin. It appeared even more obvious this time, it's endearing. The weird twist in his stomach came again but Tay is too drunk to ignore it.

"I'm not nice" Tay said in a low voice. "I'm everything but nice"

"It's fine because you're different" New said, leaning his head on Tay's shoulder. Tay resisted from refuting his statement and embraced the warmth.

For a moment, both of them swayed slowly, arms tangled around each other. It's hard for Tay to admit but this is nice for a change. Nothing sexual. Just them immersing in the comfort of each other's warmth despite the loud holler of music in the background.

Suddenly, New giggled into his neck. "You want to know something funny?"

"I'm not wearing anything under" he whispered and Tay gulped down hard as the guy smiled in amusement, casually putting his hands on Tay broad chest, leaning dangerously against him. New's lips looks so red under the neon lights. Shivers went down to his spines as New brought the tips of his fingers, trailing up to trace his handsome jaw absentmindedly.

"We should go back" He slid his hands from the bottom to rest at the small back of New's spine.

"I don't want to" New pouted at him. A hand came up to his neck and slowly making way down his chest. He gasped when there's suddenly a soft press of lips on his neck, which instantly transformed into a couple of licks and sucking that made Tay groaned aloud.

His breath is turning heavy.

"So, your house or mine?"

It should have stopped the first time. Tay had even promised himself when it happened. But New was nothing like he ever encounters before and it startled him because the male always managed to throw him out of his usual cycle. From one time being turned to two, third and it goes continuously.

Somewhere behind the locked bedroom door and moaning mess, Tay forgets the feeling of cold sheet beneath him. He stopped thinking altogether as he draw New closer, fitting his length between New's ass and nestled himself all the way inside. A strong wave of pleasure hit him and a noise of grunt bubbled through his throat. He lose himself as he watched red colours bloomed on New's cheeks.

Between sweaty bodies and entangled limbs, Tay dove deeper, stronger until New's jaw dropped open, eyes blinking back tears as they fell back together, chasing for release desperately. Like any other nights with New beneath him, Tay willed himself to forget his fear and planted a kiss at the curve of New's shoulder, because once for a long time, it was easier to drown into dreamland.