The Heartbreak Journal

Attempting to forget you

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Feeling more confident but there's this funny feeling in my stomach. It's actually funny that I'm thinking about confidence when you taught me to believe in myself and love me for who I am.

I blink twice just to see clearly 

This is not the life I choose but this is what everyone seems to be doing 

I've not only lost control 

now, I'm slowly losing my mind

My eyes are refusing to stay open

This is the night I lose myself 

I'm going and it's unpleasant 

Someone help me 

I'm drifting away...slowly

going...going...going...going...goin..goi...go...g

T-t-this is not the l-life I choose

I'll d-d-d-do b-better next t-time

look what you've done to me Joel