fake marriage but strong fate

part 1 - life filled with bad luck and relationships that never work out

Sally a 17 years old who is enthusiastic , lovely , cute , innocent , nice , humorous ..... but despite her nice attitudes she was always getting hurt by most of people she knows , even the closest ones !! She was always complaining about bad luck that brings her down and beat her .... and whenever bad luck accompagnies her she feels destroyed and feels like she is falling down.

What killed her the most and made her suffer all the time is that whenever she fell in love she get hurt and she never had the relationship she always desires , never lived the love story she dreams of , never found the guy that best fit with her .... !! Whenever she loves a guy he is wether a bad boy and a cheater or he is taken .... but she always give herself some hope and tell to herself that there's a boy that might be the right one for her .... but she never won ... she completely lost hope !!

The first time she fell in love was in the first year of high school , she fell in love with her neighbor nextdoor and she was intending to be the love of his life and seeing that she is not the kind of girls that shows and confess her feelings , she remained quiet and was burning from the inside and contenting herself from watching him form faraway ..... she tried to be with other guys to forget him and love them rather than him but it never works , her heart was always attached to him . That was tough .... tough for a whole year ... a whole year burrying a bunch of feelings inside of her . After this year she realized that she can't do without him and she decided to be honnest and confess her feelings by writing a LETTER . She effectively wrote it and made all her feelings and emotions come out . He received the letter and ..... that was the most surprising reaction ever . You guys are wondering was it a good or a bad one ? How did he deal with the letter that is transmissing a love message and carrying true feelings? I meant by the most surprising reaction ever ...the most offending reaction ever !! He tore the letter to pieces and told her stop kidding ! Like seriously ? For sally , that wasn't the letter that has been torn but that was her heart , she cried and cried .... and then what ? Decided to get him out of her life ? She knew she couldn't , she knew that she cannot forget about him even if he hurt her so bad. She loved him so hard that she was trying to find somebody who is alike.. and then a guy appears in her life ... same name by the way "nick" , and she started seeing in him that "nick" that she is crazy in love with ... ! The guy liked sally and asked her to be his girlfriend and she accepted hoping that he will be just like her NICK and after a long period of time she realized she was wrong and that she made a wrong decision by thinking that nick that became her boyfriend will be the same as NICK her first love ..... then she realized that he was cheating on her and she got choked and broke up with him , she became so depressed and lost hope to the extent that she started hating men and relationships ....! But eventough all that , whenever she sees her first love's face she melts and can't help a thing but loving him more ! That's complicated ... the burden that she is burrying inside of her and making her suffer  is still her love , the love of her life despite all . After a long period of time they magically starting to get closer and sally felt like she is the most happier person ever .... they started to spend few times together but she never told him what she is feeling .... sally thought that he started to like her back and whenever he behaves nicely , compliment her , smile with her and stuffs like that , she thinks that he started to fell for her too .... she gave herself a lot of hope and had really high expectations about what they could become . But after a little while she once saw him in the most inappropriate situations ... she was like omg i can't believe my eyes ? She saw him with her best friend holding each other's hands , looking at each other so romantically and exchanging love sights ..... she started crying unconsciously and she went away ..... she then decided to get him out of her heart and mind . She felt so bad realizing that she was just making illusions and that her mind was just playing games , all she felt and thought was only in her head , just fake feelings that would and will never turn real .

She tried to close her heart and throw the key and wait until the right guy catches it and unlock her heart again . She needed someone to help her to pick up again the pieces of heart and fix herself but friends and best friends that she almost gave them everything , turned their backs on her and hurt her more. She prefered then to stay alone and lonely to feel better but that even get things become worst , she couldn't , she was extremely in need of someone to have fun with , to talk to , to share secrets with .... she knew that her best friends aren't good and honnest but she needs them in her life anyway. The more she tries to avoid people the more life oblige her to interact and live with people . But the fact that they let her down and that they cause her trouble and stuck around her just to take advantage..... all those facts made her only stronger and she told to herself that nobody should ruin her life and make her see the world and people in a negative way . It only takes an experience to learn lessons from . So she gave back to herself some hope because she learned that life doesn't stop when a problem happens because when a door closes another one will open sooner or later , we just have to be patient and never lose hope .

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON , LIVE IT , LOVE IT AND LEARN FROM IT ! IN FACT , WE MADE MISTAKES , WE SUFFER , WE FACE PROBLEMS , WE LEARN FROM ALL THAT BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN WE'LL NOT GONNA MAKE ANY MISTAKE OR GET HURT AGAIN....NOBODY'S PERFECT AND LIFE KEEPS GOING ON .... LIFE IS FULL OF STRUGGLES AND GOOD MOMENTS AS WELL .