𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞..

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑆𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛

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Alessya: Mar!
Mariano: Im sorry I just had to. Ale, listen we can't loose you. Whatever we did wrong, we're sorry.
Alessya: Listen Mariano, Im not mad I just need my space, please.

I got into my car and drove home.

I decided to make a group chat.

My hoes. 💃🏻
Alessya: Hey guys, let's do something this weekend.
Mattia: My parents are leaving so party at my house.
Joel: I'm down.
Kairi: Bet!
Alejandro: I'll go over and help you out in the morning.
Alvaro: Same.
Roshaun: Imma have to pass. Last time I partied I almost got arrested.
Alessya: Thats the point of a party. Come on Roshaun . It'll be fun.
Roshaun: Okay. Fine.
Mattia: Okay, so everyone come to my house at 11 Saturday and we'll get ready here.
Alessya: Okay I'll see y'all there.

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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲

I woke up and I got changed into something simple since we were just going to decorate.

I packed everything I needed to get ready at Mattias house. I got in my car and picked up Joel.

When we got to Mattias house everyone else was there already.

Mattia: Okay, so we kinda planned late so we need to split up.

Alessya: Okay, Alvaro and Roshaun y'all are in charge of alcohol. Kairi and Alejandro, set up music, Mattia, Joel y'all are with me. Let's go get decorations and such.

Boys: Yes ma'am.

We all split up and went to get everything ready.

3 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

We had just finished and we were all getting ready. We all posted the invitation on our snap and insta.

After a while I finished getting ready in the guest room.

I went downstairs with the guys.

Alvaro: Baddie!
alessya: For sure!
Kairi: You look pretty.
Alessya: Thanks Kai. 🥰

I sat down with the boys.

alessya: So what time is everyone getting here.
Kairi: In about an hour. Ale invited some of our friends to hang with us before the party.
Mattia: You did?
Alejandro: Yeah.

I heard a knock on the door.  I got up to open it and of course there they were. Jamaine, Derek, Vallyk, Mike, Mariano, Dejaun, and Jaden.

alessya: Oh, hi.
Vallyk: Alessya!
Alessya: Hey Vallyk. Come in.

I opened the door so they would walk in. We all went to the living room. When we walked in Mattia and Joel looked at me. I just smiled. I went to sit down next to Mattia.

Mattia: Sit down guys.
Derek: Okay.

Everyone sat down.

Alejandro: So Derek, hows it going with you and your girlfriends?

I just looked at the floor. Alejandro, Kairi, Alvaro and Roshaun didn't know about us.

Derek: Oh, um good i guess.
Kairi: Oh yeah! I don't know if y'all have met Alessya.
Jamaine: We all know her.
Kairi: Then I guess no need for introductions.
Dejaun: No need.
Mattia: Let's eat before everyone gets here.

We all walked into the kitchen and ate some pizza that Mattia had bought before. Right after we finished people started showing up.

It was all fun until everything seemed off. I looked and saw everyone of my friends talking to people. The more i thought about it I didn't fit in anywhere. Everyone was their own group and I was just the extra. I knew this isn't where I belonged. I went upstairs and grabbed my clothes and started walking out the door.

Joel: Where are you going?
Ale: I'm going home.
Joel: Why?
Ale: I don't belong here. This party made me realize everyone has their own groups and now it's time to find mine. Tell the guys I said bye.
Joel: Ale-
Ale: Bye Joel.

I walked out and I went home . I drove home and I just didn't know how to feel. I felt alone. I didn't feel sad but i felt different. I don't think Jersey is the place for me. I think it's time I go back to New York.

𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑠.