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I woke up and I saw mesages from all of the guys. I wasn't sure of what I was doing, but I knew it would include New York. I created a gc with everyone in it.
alessya: After this message, i'll leave this gc and ignore all of yalls text. It's not because of y'all it's because of me. I'm doing what I think is best for me. I'm moving back to New York. I don't know when i'm leaving but i know it's soon. I love everyone one of y'all, but last night i realized its not for me. Bye.
I left the group chat and I unfollowed all of them off of social media. I blocked their number and called my other sister in New York. Teresa.
Teresa: Hello? Ale: Hey Teressa, can I ask you something? Teresa: Sure, what's up? Ale: Can I move back to New york with you? New Jersey isn't it for me. Teresa: Of course, you're always welcome here. When do you plan on coming? Ale: Next Weekend. Teresa: Okay, your room is still here. Ale: okay, i'll text you when the day comes closer. Teresa: Okay, Bye.
I hung up and went downstairs to tell my other sister. (Ashley)
Ashley: Hey Ale: Hey, I need to tell you something. Ashley: Whats up? Ale: I'm moving back to New York with Teressa. Ashley: Why? Ale: I don't think Jerseys for me. Ashley: When do you move back? Ale: Next weekend. Ashley: Okay.
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I woke up and I got ready for school. I went downstairs and grabbed some breakfast and drove to school. I didn't know how to feel. I haven't had any contact with any of the guys. I've been ignoring them because i don't want to see them cry or be down when i leave. I'd rather them be mad at me.
I got down and I walked to my locker. I saw Jamaine and Dejaun at Jamaines locker and I didn't look at them. I didn't even make contact.
I walked to my first period and sat down. I saw Mattia and the rest of the guys pass by me. I'm guessing this is working hopefully.