"I don't know if I want too"
Y/N POV:
I woke up to my father yelling, I rushed downstairs to see him yelling at his phone, "I promised her that's would be alive to take care of her and help her lead I will not tolerate you tell them she passed away from some disease i don't know. MAKE some shit up!!!"I sit there and watch him get more and more angry by each word that came out of his mouth.
"Dad" I whispered
He looked at me " I gotta go" he told the person on the other side of the phone.
From our talk yesterday night, he told me he would be more fatherly and stop ignoring me so much.
"Hey" he responded
"What's all the yelling about" I questioned
"Since I want you to carry this legacy from now on I'm going to be super honest with you" he sighed
"The Italians, remember the people I had the alliance with."I nodded
"So they have spread the word and now most of mafias and gangs know that I have you, but I want my assistant to make them believe it's just a rumor but the Italians also revealed pictures of us at home and baby pictures of your mother giving birth." He sighed getting frustrated
"There's also this event every year, 1 day, where the leader of there mafia and the person they want to give there place as leader to attend. This person is most likely a child they have or someone super close. For the past years I've been going on my own knowing I didn't want anyone to find out about you but as you can see they have." He stated
"Don't they kill each other while attending?" I asked super curious
"Like I said it's a one in a year thing if they know they can't handle it then they don't come but it makes them look like a coward of you don't attend."He says
"Oh well that's nice" I say
"Nice should be out of vocabulary at this point there's no nice in the mafia world" he strictly says
"Ok" I mutter I promised myself last night that I will try my best and become leader I want to avenge my mother she was the most precious thing to me and my father but now she's gone. I will have her back with me and him I promised him.
"Are you planning on taking me this year or has it already passed?" I questioned
"It's actually next month I wasn't going to take you but now that you found about all this I am panning on taking you if you want." He asked
"I- I don't know if I want too." I whisper
"Just know that if you do change your mind and want to go I'll be by your side the whole time." He smiled
"Thanks. I'm gonna go change so we can start practicing shooting." I say running upstairs
I get to my bathroom and look myself in the mirror Do I wanna go I question my self. I mean it is a way out of this house I might finally get to meet people and make friends. No wait I can't be friends with other mafias leaders kids. Whatever I want to go though.
I rushed downstairs into the backyard and see my father already shooting my favorite gun.
I kick him in the elbows grabbed his arm twisted his wrist and grabbed the gun and quickly stood up.
"Well done" he smiled " your speed is incredible" your gonna be as good as me one day I guarantee you" he said high-fiving me.
I smiled and we continued to train for the rest of the day.
