Hey guys!! New story! Just some background here!
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- During the 1st year of junior high -
Today I need to tell him. Today I need to tell him!
"L/N!" I look up to see the voice belonging to Koshi (Sugawara), who was approaching me from down the street, waving at me. I have asked him to call me by my last name for now, because I wasn't comfortable with him using my first name. He was wearing a pastel blue hoodie, with a jean jacket and jeans, overall just a pretty cute outfit, expected.
"Koshi! Hi!" I return the wave as he approaches. He stops in front of me.
"You wanted to talk in person?" Koshi just gives me a very warm smile. I need to tell him.
"Can we talk inside?" He nods and we walk inside, slipping off our shoes at the front and making our way up the stairs to my room. My parents were out for the day, so we were able to go to my room with no problem. I sit down on my bed, and lay back, while Koshi takes his jacket off and sits on my desk chair.
"What did you need to tell me?" I move my head so I can see him, only to make brief eye contact before flopping back down.
"Ugh. This should be easy for me. Like come on. It's you. I shouldn't have a problem with telling you out of all people." Koshi doesn't say anything, he just sit there, emitting his warm aura, his inviting, warm, aura. "It's going to be fine. It's going to be fine. It's goinnnng to beeee fine. I have nothing to worry about. It's only you." (Based on true experience)
"Well, whether you decide to tell me or not, I'm always gonna be here for ya."
"Koshi, I'm trans. I'm a boy trapped in a girl's body." I flip my body around and bury my face into my pillow. There's a small moment of silence in the room.
"Okay."
"That's it?"
"Well, how do you want me to react?"
"I don't knowwww." I flip around again, sitting up looking at him, holding my pillow.
"I'm happy, if you're happy!"
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- 2nd year of junior high -
"This is so fucking frustrating. I just want to play on the boy's team!! Why can't I do that?" I stomp my foot and aggressively kick a stone away from me, as I walk out of school with Koshi.
"I don't know, Y/N."
"I want to play with youuuu and the guyssss." I moan and slum down, and Koshi chuckles at this.
"Well, you heard the headmaster, HRT. That's what you need to play on the boy's team, so, let's figure that one out!"
"Kooooshi, it's not that fucking eeeasy, you moron."
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- Third year of junior high -
TW Talk of funeral
It hurts. It hurts so much.
Why did he have to leave, why did he have to be taken so soon?
I feel the hot tears stream down my face as I watch the casket being lowered into the ground.
It's not fair.
I put all of my strength into not letting out a sob, like my mother beside me is. I settle with vainly wiping my tears away.
It's not fair.
I feel a hand rest on my shoulder. I look over my shoulder to see Koshi standing there, with a small smile. I face back forward to see them starting to put the dirt on the casket.
It hurts.
[ (Brother's name) L/N ]
The headstone looks so polished.
[ A beloved son and brother ]
It feel so wrong.
[ May he Rest In Peace. ]
It hurts.
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- First year of high school -
First day of volleyball.....With the girl's team. Well, at the most, one more year of this bullshit. So it's okay. I can manage. I wear the male uniform and gym clothes, I don't belong here.
"Hello! I'm Y/N L/N, I'm here to play volleyball, I'm a boy and I can't wait to get to the right team!"
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- Second year of high school -
Finally. I've waited for this since junior high. I can't wait. I can't wait to be able to play wish Koshi, Sawamura, and Azumane, and to be around Kiyoko more. I'm standing in front of the doors, scared out of my mind.
"You going to stand in front of the door all day?" I turn to see Koshi, and sigh in relief.
"Koshi. I'm scccccared. I don't wanna meet new people but I can't wait to meet new people. UUUUGh."
"You'll be finnne, none of them bite (that hard), let's just go!"
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Hello!! New story here! Just a little backstory, it's a little short than my chapters usually are, but I hope you enjoyed.
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- oliver <33
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FanfictionTrans!Male! Reader x Haikyuu!! Y/N L/N finally got the chance to be on the boy's volleyball team his second year of high school. Even though it feels late, after years of being forced to play on the girl's teams, Y/N faces his last year of high scho...
