MY DEMON LOVER | Y.M FF

Frustration

Jimin's p.o.v

After breakfast everyone separated. Bambam and Hobi hyung had to go outside because my father was giving Bam a look and it was getting kind of scary. Namjoon, Jin and Taehyung went to go catch up and stayed home, helping with the dishes from breakfast. "Why were you looking at Bammie Hyung like that?" I asked my father.

"I don't trust 'his' kind." My father said his with so much disgust it brought shivers to my spine. "Its not a 'Kind' father. They are living beings just like we are. They might naturally be mean or evil, whatever you want to call it but they aren't all like that. Some are kind just like Angels."

I stated, picking up dirty plates and putting them in the sink. "Well I thought that too until my best friend+your mother's ex-boyfriend murder her."

"I then came to realise they can turn on you with just a click of a switch. You never know what 'they' want!"

"Stop talking about them like they are objects, they live just like us. I get that one demon was a bad seed.(well more than he already was, you get what I mean.) But they are bot all like that. Heck us Angels can become just like what you call as 'them'.

They are called fallin' Angels father, we can become just as "Evil". We are no different from them!"

"DO YOU GET THAT IS THE KIND THAT BROUGHT YOUR MOTHER AWAY FROM THIS WORLD. SHE IS DEAD JIMIN! DEAD!" I was set back a little when he yelled. I never seen him so mad/serious in my life. But if I didn't yell back I would not get my point through him.

"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT! I LIVE WITH THAT EVERYDAY! I BARELY GREW UP WITH A MOTHER FIGURE! I PRETTY MUCH DIDN'T GROW UP WITH A FATHER FIGURE EITHER!

ALL YOU DID WAS MOARN OVER MOM! YOU NEVER LOOKED AFTER ME! HOSEOK ALWAYS DID BUT HE ENDED UP MOVING BEACAUSE OF YOU! AND I HAD NO ONE!

EVEN NOW, WHEN YOU TALK TO ME, ITS ALWAYS A COMMAND OR A QUESTION. NOW A PROPER CONVERSATION! FOR THE LAST FIFTEEN YEARS OF MY LIFE I BARELY HAD A FAMILY! THE ONLY PERSON CLOSE TO IT WAS TAEHYUNG!"

I had to let it out, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I always felt like I was doing something wrong when I was near him. The only time he would convate with me, it would be about my day schedule or becoming king. He turned this simple question into a fight. He is always so serious.

"I AM KIND OF THE ANGEL REALM JIMIN I CAN'T ALWAYS HAVE LOVEY DOVEY FATHER MOMENTS WITH YOU. DON'T BE SELFISH BOY!" I laughed at that.

"Good one, me? Selfish? I don't think so. If you asked anyone here they would tell you I'm the most selfless person they had ever met. I care for people more than I care for myself!"

"But you wouldn't know that because you never cared enough to pay attention. Angels are supposed to be kind creatures and the most kindest but you, youa re far from it."

My father slammed his hand on the dining table in anger and I flinched back. "I NEVER PAYED ATTENTION BECAUSE I WAS FIGURING EVERYTHING OUT FOR THE KINGDOM! WHEN YOUR MOTHER DIED I HAD TO DO EVERYTHING MYSELF! I KNEW YOUR MOTHER SINCE FOREVER! I WAS HEART BROKEN!"

"I WAS TOO! I WAS BROKEN FOR A WHILE! TAEHYUNG WAS THE PERSON THAT BROKE ME OUT OF THAT FUNK! I LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM WHEN I WAS YOUNG FOR A VERY LONG TIME! BUT YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT BECAUSE AGAIN! YOU DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION!"

I felt so frustrated. My wings began to sting(did I say he had wings or not? Did I mention them at all? If I did please tell me..) I'm not supposed to feel these kinds of emotions anymore. I needed to leave.

"Now I'm going to leave and go hang with Bambam and Hoseok hyung because I feel more comfortable away from here at the moment." I said and left. Sighing heavily. I didn't realise I had tears in my eyes until a tear dropped. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

If he didn't trust Demons, why even bother letting them roam our realm freely. When I saw Bambam and Hoseok, I saw everyone else with them, including Jungkoom and Yoongi. Taehyung was hugging Jungkook close and kissing his cheeks. They should not be this close to the palace. Especially now. Who knew my uncle coming to visit with his husband would cause this.