TW: Self-degradtion
~~~ZAK'S POV~~~
I lay in my bed, shivering. I'm sick. I'm wearing old clothes, that I won't care about if they get ruined. I'm wearing a gray long-sleeve shirt and black sweatpants, to be exact. There's a trash can besides me, so I don't have to get up when I have to throw up. Which is pretty often. I suddenly hear my bedroom door open. I wait to see my mom's face, because she's the only other one here. My sister was at a friend's house and my dad was on a business trip. A few seconds later, my mom peeks inside.
"Are you doing better, sweetheart?" She asks softly as she walks into my room.
"Y-Yeah..." I say, lying. My voice was raspy from throwing up so much.
"That's good. Are you hungry?" She asks.
"N-No..." I say, lying again, knowing if I did eat I would just end up throwing it up.
"Do you need anything?" She asks.
"Some water would be nice..." I smile at her. I didn't really need or want a some water, but I didn't want her to feel useless.
'Like me...'
She happily nods and leaves, closing the door behind her.
I sigh as I lay in bed, waiting for my mom to return. I feel a sudden bout of nasuea and lean over the side of my bed, throwing up in the trash can. As I was throwing up, my mom walks in my room.
"Sweetheart, I brought-" She stops mid-sentence, rushing over to me after seeing me throwing up. She pats my back as I lay back in bed and wipe my mouth with the sleeve of my shirt.
"I bought you water," She finishes, handing me a bottle of water.
"T-Thanks, mom..." I say, grabbing the bottle out of her hand. She smiles and walks out of my room, closing the door behind her.
I sigh, and grab my phone, turning it on after it had been off for the whole day. I was suddenly spammed with notifications, causing me to flinch. There were a lot of notifications from Twitter and a few from Messenger. I open up Twitter and look at the comments of my most recent Tweet, which I posted yesterday. I scrolled through them, and almost all of the comments were either, "Why didn't you post today?!", "Why haven't you've been streaming?", "Where are you?!", Or "Are you alright?".
I sigh, and close out of Twitter, deciding I would post a Tweet about me being sick later. I open Messenger to see who I had messages from. There were 5+ messages from both BadBoyHalo and a6d. I sigh and decide to open up the messages from a6d first. I suddenly feel nauseous and throw up in my trash can again. I wipe the rest of the puke off my mouth with my shirt sleeve and look back at my phone, reading my messages.
a6d
>>Are you ready to record? Be on in twenty minutes.
'Crap. I forgot. I was suppose to record a video with Bad and a6d today.'
>>Be on in ten minutes.
>>Where are you????
>>Skeppy????
>>I'm genuinely worried about you now...
>>You better not be trolling.
>>Skep? Are you alright????
Yeah, I'm fine. Just sick.<<
>>You scared me half to death. But I'm glad you're okay. :)
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Nauseous - Skephalo
FanfictionCover is temporary. Trigger Warnings: Depression, anxiety, child abuse, self-harm, blood, eating disorders, and self-hatred. Not insta-love, their relationship develops. I'll try to upload regularly but no promises. I give you guys my full permissio...
