WHY ARE WE SO BLIND TO SEE THAT ONES WE HURT ARE YOU AND ME.
⚠️THIS IS MY FIRST ENGLISH FANFIC. SO MY ENGLISH MIGHT BE NOT GOOD AT ALL. BUT I HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY IT.⚠️
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SELENA
We are in our way to Vegas. I should never agreed to come with them in first place, but I needed to think for myself. I know I couldn't stay at Jose's forever. I would be just a burden to them. So I decided to play so the wouldn't sense that I'm fucking terrified.
I'm terrified that they will kill me and burry me six feet under in the amazons. I'm terrified that my nightmares will get worse, because I'm going back where it all started.
The sky was pitch black, no clouds were in the sight and my mind started to drift away.
*flash back*
"Mama I'm home." I yelled as I walked trough our front door. For the first time I'm happy to come home.
I never feel safe at home. My dad is a alcoholic. When he gets angry he scares me. And if we don't get what he wants he takes by force.
Everywhere on the floor were empty beer bottles and cigarettes and used condoms. He didn't care how the house looks. The only think that he cared about was, alcohol, drugs and sex. Nothing more. Not even me or mom.
"Mama!" I yelled again and nothing came back. I walked into the kitchen and found her with a razor in her hand.
"Mama, what's wrong?" I asked her carefully. She looked me in the eyes and smiled sadly.
"Hija, don't worry everything is gonna be fine." She said and I didn't believe her a word that came out her mouth.
"Mama please put the razor down." Slowly I walked towards her. Her eyes widened,"Don't come closer." She screamed.
"Mama please, don't." My tears were running down my cheeks.
She's depressed, she didn't have fun at living anymore. She wasn't always like that. My family wasn't always like that. They were happy, we were happy, than my dad lost his job and my mom miscarried a baby girl. And that broke them, dad grabbed to the bottles and whores, while mom was in pain and alone.
"Mom don't please, you can't leave me alone." I was sobbing by the time.
"I'm very sorry mija. Don't forget I love you and always will." That was the last sentence before she slit her throat.
"NOOO." I screamed and ran to her. She was having trouble breathing. Blood was everywhere. On the floor, my clothes, on my hands.
"I love you Selena." That was the last thing before her eyes closed and her body went limb on my arms.
"I love you too, mommy." I said, a tear slid down my cheeks and fell on moms forehead.
Happy fucking 13th birthday Selena. I thought.
*flashback ends*
"Selena." Said someone while shacking my shoulder so my mind drifted back to the reality.
