Things Are About To Get Deep

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Cassys thoughts:

You know that feeling when you feel your worth more than you are led on. When you think everything is going to be alright. Or when people smile at you, giving you encouraging geeetings. Like " hey hope you have a good day" or just a simple "Good morning".

Yeah I haven't felt that way in a long time. So when I wake up in the morning I don't get a "have a good day" or a simple " Good morning". I get a beer bottle thrown to the back of my head breaking not only the skin on my head, but slowly starting to break my sanity. I wish I could say I'm alright, but Im not. I wish I could say I'm fine, but I cant, because I'm not okay.

I put on this front that makes every body think I'm this closed off girl who doesn't want anybody in her life. But really I want people in my life. But I'm scared, scared that when I let them close, that all of a sudden they'll disappear. And that's how my lifes going to be for awhile, and I intend at keeping it that way.

A/N Damn that was deep. It made me sheer a few tears just writing it. This is a little idea of how cassidy sees life and how she feels. I guess this is a more of an inlook on her character and herself as a person. Its also to show that she is not only strong but she's weak at times which makes her even stronger.

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