Happiness. Helpful. Hope.
I try to keep these traits in me at all times.
I try to be positive and cheerful.
I try to help whoever I can.
I try to give hope.
I try...
...but in my eyes I fail.
I just wish to be able to give them hope. Hope that e...
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Happiness. Helpful. Hope. I try to keep these traits in me at all times. I try to be positive and cheerful. I try to help whoever I can. I try to give hope. I try...
...but in my eyes I fail.
Heartbroken. Helpless. Disappointment. What if one day, people see me? what if one day someone peeks behind the bathroom door and sees the truth? will they still love and care for me? will they treat me the same way?
Only time will tell.
All the members have been kind so far. Our leader Namjoon is smart though. Maybe he can see through me or knows how hard it is to be happy forever. Maybe it's because our age is the same. He told me if I ever need anything I can talk to him. I think one day. One day I will. one day... but today is not the day. one day, when I won't be a burden... we'll see about that. until then, I'll wait for that day.
for now, I will be there for people so they won't be alone because I know how it not only hurts but just weight down on you. maybe I'll be fine or maybe it'll just bring me down. maybe... who knows. I just wish to be able to give them hope. Hope that everything will end up okay. Hope.. I hope everyone will be happy. I hope all their troubles will melt away. I hope we can all lean on each other for a long time. I hope.
I hope I can relieve their loneliness. I hope they will tell me their struggles so they won't have to struggle alone even though, it is the opposite of what i am doing..
Hypocritical? Maybe. But is it helping me heal too? i Just Hope So.
I'm your hope. you're my hope
signed, jung hoseok
hello everyone! just a disclaimer: none of these thoughts, actions, etc reflect any of the members in bts (they might but these are my thought) so don't base any negativity onto them.
this entire series will just be used as a way for me to connect and organize my thoughts. the people who are playing the other members are chosen to be that member because they might remind me of a trait the member might have. there will be multiple people playing the same member so please don't direct hate at one specific person/member (dont direct hate at all please no one i write about will probably deserves it)
TLDR: replacing the names of people i know irl with bts members names bc i need to rant. don't hate on the idols this doesn't involve them.
