rogue wolf

The Tea is Piping Hot Ladies

Nikkis POV:
10 months later:
It's been months since the accident. The, what I like to call, Big Boom. I convinced Jude to let me live in my own so I could have some privacy and get my wolf back. The Big Boom took away everyone's wolf. I've been spacey from everyone these past months, I don't feel like myself anymore. Today will be the first time I leave my house in a week. I need to talk to Jude. Now that I'm officially apart of the pack I have to be an active member. I low key want to leave though. I have a plan, once I get my wolf back I'm out of here. I stepped out it was spring already. I could smell the blowers but see those stupid bugs. I headed to Jude's to apologize for not being social even though I wasn't actually sorry.
I stepped into the room without knocking, I don't really care anymore.
"Sure, come in." He said in a sarcastic voice.
"Listen man sorry about how I've been acting recently, I'll try to be-" I was saying but I was interrupted.
"No, no I get it we've all been through a lot but it's been like a year, so yes I would like you to be active in the pack more or I'll have to-" he said, but never looked up at me because he was to busy writing something, so it was my turn to interrupt.
"I know, I know. Now I'm gonna go" I still don't care much for him, but I'm not gonna lie he's pretty hot.
I know I'd said be more active but I don't really care so I went back to my house. As I was walking I spotted someone.
"AYEEEEE NIKKI WASSUP" a voice said. The frickity frack is this whickity whack.
"Whacthu want broseph" I said
"Okay wow that hurts" he said and as he cane more into my sight I realized who it was
"JACK OMG" I screamed. I hadn't seen that little jerk since the accident. He left to go on "business" but he doesn't even have a job and he had a hot chick in Costa Rica that only I knew about.
"You little player what took you so long." I said punching him playfully in the shoulder.
"Oh ya know business" he said shrugging
"Mmmmhhhmmmm sure." I said
"I missed you dude what's been happening" he said with the biggest smile I had ever seen on him. I had never seen him so happy. I know I shouldn't but deep down it still hurts he left me for her even if we were never really a thing ya know. I got off to a rough start with him but our chemistry was there. I wish we still had that spark but I know for him it's gone. And for me it should be gone, he's a player. I'm not getting my heart broken with him. He lure you in and once you take a bite he yanked you out of the water and eats you for dinner. I'm not letting that happen to me.
"Um not much but I need to go." I said that but I didn't believe myself I feel like I could stare into those stupid blue eyes all day. No stop.
"I'm okay but how abo-" he said but I walked away to quickly to hear the rest. I am not going to get caught in his mess.
I finally got home and took a nap. I'm so sick of this. I'm leaving tomorrow. I can't stay here much longer, it's what's best for me. I've never been with people so long. Well except for when I was a kid, but that doesn't count I don't like to think about that. My thoughts were rudely interrupted by a know on the door. "Who is it?" I asked with my face stuffed into a pillow.
"Um it's Liam." He said. Crap crap crap crap crap. I really don't like Liam but he doesn't know that. I'm on his good side but he a stupid white boy who thinks he's allowed to say the n word. I turned back over. "Come in." I said. I was to tired to let him in so I stayed on the bed.
"Hey so I've been thinking, we've known each other for sometime now and I trust you." He said. Oh my God did he kill someone.
"I've had the biggest crush on you for some time now." He said while slowly walking toward me. Oh my God I don't like him, but I don't know how to reject people.
"Um, I don't know how to say this, I really think that we should just stay friends" I told him and at this point I was turned on my side to look at him
"What! Are you kidding me whatever you were ugly anyway." He yelled. I could see the frustration and I was getting scared because he kept getting closer.
"Um, gonna have to ask you to leave." I was trying to scoot myself off the other side of the bed slowly.
"Ya know I don't think I will." He was towering over me almost on the bed. I was terrified now.
"Get off me" I said sternly trying to hide my fear. He didn't say anything. At this point I couldn't get out.
"No, stop" I said at the verge of tears.
"Shhh" he said closing his eyes leaning in closer. I was feeling a mix of pure anger and fear. I had to get out of here.
"I SAID NO!" I screamed at him kneeing him in the groin. He rolled over in pain and I managed to get off the bed. I ran to the door. I hadn't realized he locked so people outside couldn't get in on his way in. I felt like I was moving in slow motion and I couldn't get to the door. I had tears streaming down my face that felt like they'd never stop. I could see my hand reach for the door handle but before I could I felt his hands grasp my neck. They cold on my neck and I couldn't breath. I tried to grab his hands to get them off but I couldn't. I couldn't scream either, I couldn't breathe. I bit his hand as hard as I could and he let go. I don't know what I was thinking I grabbed the glass bottle on the table text to me and hit him as hard as I could on his head with it. I could see the blood and he screamed. I was so angry and scared all I could do was keep hitting him. I hated him. Hit after hit it my tears steamed down my face. And when I heard Jack outside I snapped back and realized he wasn't breathing. I stood up and looked at what I had done. He lay dead there surrounded by a pool of blood. I killed him. I killed him. Jack was pounding in the door now and I could hear Jude's voice. I had no choice. I gathered my stuff and headed for the window. I broke it with my hand because wut was cheap glass and I couldn't feel anything anymore. I had a backpack in my back and sprinted into the woods. I could never go back. This is what I had to do. I ran until my legs went numb and I collapsed. This was the way it had to be.