A Mind of Unimaginable Proportions

Feelings.

I still have feelings for you. 

No, don’t you dare take that the wrong way

 It’s not what you think

 Because all I have inside of me is frustration and pain

 You left without a blink of an eye

 No explanation given to me to ever feel okay again

 I feel bad for myself

 I feel bad for you too

 We were good when we were happy

 When everything stayed true

 But then you left, randomly, and out of the blue

 I guess I’m not completely mad

 I just want you to know I loved you

 I tried to treat you good

 What frustrates me is that you never got that

 And that you didn’t love me too

 All of this is from yesterday

 I shouldn’t be focusing on it now

 But it gets in my head sometimes

 And bothers me to no end

 I wish you could tell me now

 Why you couldn’t be with me

 But now that I think about it, I think I know

 You weren’t enough for my standards

 You couldn’t get high enough, even when you were perched on your toes

 I thank you for trying

 It was beautiful while it lasted

 That’s good enough for me

 We loved and lost it in an ocean of sadness

 I promise you, I have no regrets

 You were my first love, after all

 It’ll be you I’ll never forget.