A Mind of Unimaginable Proportions

I Miss You.

I really miss you.

 You don’t even know

 I mean, you do

 But you don’t all the time

 Me and you, we have a special connection

 No one around me will be able to get it if I try to explain

 What we have is special

 I’m in your head and you’re in mine

 All the time

 I love that I can contact you whenever I want

 But the problem is that I don’t feel as safe

 Not like I did before you had to go

 I hear songs from my childhood

 Kelly Clarkson, you know

 Maybe the Titanic soundtrack

 All the way back in the earlier 2000's

 When I was just a little girl

 The world seems emptier now

 Because you’re supposed to be gone

 Even though I know you’re here, it doesn’t always feel that way

 I remember when you left in 2009

 I think everyone does

 Things were never the same

 Not for anybody

 I’ve grown up now, done bad things

 I think every teenager has

 I just wish I felt the way I did when I was little

 The safety, like nothing was wrong

 Maybe it’s because you left

 Maybe it’s just because I grew up

 I promise you this feeling isn’t your fault at all

 It’s those stupid bastards’

 Who chased you into oblivion

 And you had to go

 I don’t know what else to say

 All I know is that I really miss your presence 

 I really really do.