the boyz oneshots

when you flinch

when you flinch ; juyeon

hours had passed by but your boyfriend juyeon hasn't came back yet from his 'practice'. the whole week has been going on like this, him coming home late and you staying up late waiting for him.

but once he comes home, he would give you the attitude and starts ignoring you. he would just go straight to the shower, eat then sleep.
but tonight you're gonna confront him as why is he behaving like this. it's not even near their comeback so why would they be busy?

12:32 am
you heard shuffling of keys in the front door and knew it was juyeon. once he had entered the house, you immediately asked him where he went
and ofcourse you'd get an angry answer from him
"I told you many time already Y/N! We are practicing!" he yelled, enough for the whole building floor to hear that made you flinch

Juyeon doesn't shout at you unless he's very stress
you understand that he was stressed but why would he take it out on you? he finally realized that he yelled at you and tried to reach for you
but you ran to the bathroom and locked youself in there. you ran in there to let out everything.

everytime you fight you always run to the bathroom and just harm yourself. juyeon never knew anything about this. you started to cut myself and cried in pain while juyeon was shouting from outside the bathroom asking me to open up the doors
you finished what you were doing and stared at the mirror infront of me that was reflecting my face and body

you keep on ignoring juyeon's shouts from outside and kept crying. eventually, juyeon stopped and that's when i decided to comeout thinking he already left.
but by surprise, you were greeted by a big hug from juyeon who has still heard sobbing
"B-baby look i-im sorry i just couldn't control my anger and stress and decided to let it out on you. You did nothing wrong to me and i know this is all my fault." he looked at me with pleading eyes
he noticed that i wasn't focusing and was looking all so dizzy thats when i faint and didn't know what happened next

2:35 am
i woke up from the dizziness and the first thing i saw was juyeon sleeping peacefully next to me, arms wrapped around my waist.
i moved around trying to face my back to him
"baby? are you awake?" juyeon asked suddenly but i didn't answer him. Still, juyeon did not stop from there. he kept his eyes closed and arms still around my waist

"I know you won't answer me because of the argument earlier but i hope you forgive me, im not expecting you to forgive me that easily and i understand that. Practice just really made me so stressed that I accidentally let it out on you. I'm really sorry that you had to go through it. I promise to be better and always be there for you. I'm really sorry. Please don't leave me. I love you so much." he said between his sobs

my tears were falling non-stop while i faced him. I cupped his cheeks and said "You know that i will never leave you for a small argument like this. I love you so much too and always remember that i'm always here for you."

And after that day, he kept and did his promise to be a better person and gave most of his time to me.
That is why I love Juyeon.
He never give up and just keep on achieving what he wants.
I love you Juyeon.