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The program - Who I used to be

Hello everybody

I recently read 'The Program' by Suzanne Young and one of my school assignments was to write a poem about this book and so I did. I hope you like it and please let me know about what I should write or just randomly post whatever whenever.

WHO I USED TO BE

A lonesome feeling far away,

Crying and depression are my disease.

Someone killed themselves yesterday...

Only laughing keeps your mind at ease.

They can't know...

Now a fresh tear is falling down my face.

The Program will get to me soon enough.

I will forever miss this place.

Why is my life so horrible, so rough?

They know...

Bright lights shining in my eyes.

Should I take Yellow and Red?

Everyone is telling me lies.

Will I soon choose death?

I don't know...

I look happy,

I feel free,

But my heart and head are aching like hell,

because I just can't picture who I used to be.

I don't remember 'me'...