Music Festival event is upcoming. My daily routine changed a lot during the week
before the competition. In the morning, I wake up, get dressed, go out to eat with
Sarawat, then go to school. In the afternoon, I will go out to eat lunch with my
friends, and Sarawat will lash out with his White Lion gang. In the evening, we will
meet again at the practice room to watch them rehearse until late night.
Today is the same day and I almost crawled down to the bed. I could only tell
Sarawat, "can I die?" because my body hurts all over. And because this is his fault...
"Take me for a bath."
"Go on your own." He has cherished me for a few days but now, he became a troll
again.
"I don't want to get up. Last night, you kept me awake until three in the morning."
"I only see you sleep all the time. When did you lose some sleep?"
"But you did not see me when I woke up."
"I told you not to wait for me last night. I told you to go back first but you won't."
"No. I'm afraid you will run away with your mistress." To be honest, that is not the
reason. I am just afraid that Sarawat might fall asleep while driving due to
exhaustion from practicing really hard all day long.
When Pam and her friends visited Chiang Mai, our lives became terrible. But it all
turned out to be misunderstanding and overthinking. After clearing that day, we did
not have any problems or quarrels. The more I thought of the time when I was sick,
the more I understood Sarawat's tiredness when he was sleeping that he almost
looked like a dead person.
He did not answer my phone calls and explained himself that he was too lazy to call
back. So he hurriedly rushed to the cafeteria to eat with me when he saw my calls.
Sarawat is a person who rarely talks, except when he is with me. When we are
together, he will frankly answer my questions if I ask him seriously. If someone will
ask him what our relationship is, he will answer it honestly. But not to the extent of
announcing it without anyone asking.
The thing is, I understand him. If things are not okay, we have to gradually adjust to
get along better. If we are not okay, I have to gradually find a tune to be more
delicate with him. But if I say I am not angry anymore, he immediately listens to me.
But my anger will come back when I saw his stupid face, always.
Lately, when there was a problem and I was not satisfied with the solution, I hurried
to say it. I am also getting annoyed because he is not as smart as others. Therefore, I
need to repeat again what I said. This person is only handsome. Just handsome.
"Tine."
"No..."
"What?" That is Sarawat's voice. I assume he will tell me to get up even if I am lying
