I Wasn't Supposed to Love You

5: Hope?

Taehyun's Pov:

It's the next day. I wake up to find all the members on the same bed. What happened last night? Oh right. Yeonjun and Soobin hyung told me and Beomgyu they were dating. Then Kai started a pillow fight and we all ended up sleeping in the same bed. Oh well. It was warm. It actually was really cozy sleeping with all the members. I get up and look at them. Beomgyu is curled up on Soobin's chest. He looks so cute. I'm a little jealous but 1 Beomgyu is bigger than me so if he laid on top of me he would crush me, 2 Soobin is already dating Yeonjun so it's nothing to worry about.  Aye Tae stop staring! I go get change while waiting for the others to wake up. After taking a shower I come out and everyone is awake. 

"Morning sleepy heads." I say laughing

"Morning." Kai says rubbing his eyes

"Why were you up so early?" Yeonjun asks, yawning. 

"I was up at 8:30, that isn't that early." I say rolling my eyes laughing. They all just chuckle. Yeonjun gives Soobin a kiss.

"Ewwwww! Get a room!" Kai says in disgust 

"You're just like a 5 year old Kai." Soobin laughs. I realise Beomgyu is very silent. He isn't a morning person but he still talks a little.I look over at him and he is just sitting on the bed, staring off into space. Is he ok? I tilt my head

"Is something wrong?" Yeonjun asks, noticing my actions. I point at Beomgyu. 

"Beomgyu are you ok?" Soobin asks, he always worries about all of us, and we all know Gyu's personality. Beomgyu doesn't respond. We all get a little more worried. We all sit down around him

"Beomgyu?" Soobin says again, Gyu  doesn't move or blink. No response. We are all worried at this point. He is never like this.

"Ok this isn't funny anymore Beomgyu stop messing around. " Kai says shaking Beomgyu. He still doesn't move. Doesn't blink. He doesn't make a sound. A tear rolls down Beomgyu's cheek. I gently hold his hand. He blinks. This is good! At least he is moving a little. I just realised why he is like this. He explained it to me when we used to share a dorm. I pull him closer to me and place his head on my chest. The others look at me confused.

"Vivid nightmares," I tell them "He gets them sometimes, they are more like memories, he told me he had a pretty rough past and has nightmares about them. They seem so real he freezes up." I inform them. 

"When did tell you this?" Soobin asked me

"When we were sharing a dorm." I confess. I gently rub Beomgyu's back  hoping it will make  things better.

"Go get ready I will stay here with him till he comes to his senses again." I reassure them. I hug him tighter and gently kiss him on the top of the head, whispering things in his ear like "It's ok," "I"m here for you," and "everything will be alright." Slowly he starts blinking more. I can feel his hands move a little. He finally comes to his sense 15 minutes later.

"Are you ok?" I ask him. He nods slowly 

"Was it bad?" he looks at me.

"Horrible." He says

"What happened?" I asked, curious

"you-you left me," he says, tears in his eyes, "You said I wasn't good enough for you and that you were just playing with me." He says tears rolling down his face.

"I would never do that, never ever." I assure him

"Y-you promise?" He looks up at me

"Pinky" I say smiling at him. He smiles at me. Maybe I will be able to date my crush. Maybe there is hope.

A/N: Hey guys hope you like this chapter. Wonder what happened in Gyu's past. we'll have to find out. Also imagine being able to date a TXT member. Ugh my dream. Have y'all seen the teaser for their Dream Chapter: Eternity?  It so good! man Soobin is a great actor. It makes me wanna cry :') 

Look How sad he is :(

Anyway bye y'all<3