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dear lee seulri,

you're probably reading my diary right now. i gave it to my friends to give it to you. why? i just want you to know what i thought about you and what i felt. i'm not expecting for you to like or love me back now. i don't care anymore. serim hyung told me everything about you because he went to the same school as you. the words you said to me left a scar in my heart but by the time you're reading this, i don't care anymore. don't look for me, please. rejecting me was painful at first, but cravity, or my friends, helped me move on. i hope you'll have a good relationship with your boyfriend. the time i confessed, i didn't know you had one. if something bad happens, don't search for me. don't contact me. why? because then you'll know that you took me for granted.

i'm the person who fell for you but i'm also the same person who doesn't want to see you, to hear from you, and who doesn't want you anymore.

i promised to myself that if we meet again, i'll never fall for you ever again. i don't break promises, never was, never will.

i don't want to love you anymore

°allen ma