Hurting Emma

Chapter 19

Emma's POV: 

I met up with Louis a few more times before today 

Today is the day that Louis is going to meet the boys and their birthday I dressed the boys in the nicest clothes i can find on the internet and told them that we were having an important guest 

"Mommy who is coming,"  Alex asked with his cold blue eyes 

why are his so dull every since I have had them Alex was just a boy with little words

"Well it is someone really important to you," i said then kissed his cheeks 

"How do i look" Cain busted in and went to the mirror checking out himself 

"You look great," i said 
"Ugly little shit" i heard Alex murmured i gasped then slightly smacked his butt 

"Who taught you that," i said 

"Uncle Alex " he said 

"Do not say that to your brother Alex say sorry" i raised my voice at him

"Sorry," he said quietly

After that little accident, the doorbell rang and Louis entered he looked good 

"Hey baby," he said 

"Hey," i said faking a laugh  

The boys were staring at us 

"Boys this is the special visitor and i have something to tell you .....he is .... your dad" i said smiling 

"You finally came i have so much to show you  .. you smell nice," Cain said cheerfully and hugged him  

Alex just stood there watching it happen he didn't react after a while he ran to his dad crying hard even i was a bit surprised as a baby he didn't cry much they hugged for a few more mins 

"I well i have something for you guys," Louis said smiling 

There were two baseballs with famous baseball players name signed on them, they were the rarest baseballs in the world 4 million for each and there were two of them 

The boys both gasped then took the ball they were the happiest i have seen them in a while 

"Thank you, dad, this is the best birthday ever, " the boys both said 

4 hours later 

He spends a lot of time learning about them, the boys they loved him Alex was happy so was Cain they told him a different embarrassing story each hour and i am sure he enjoyed them 

i cooked up some dinner we cooked it together i think he enjoyed that too afterward we ate. few mins later the boys went to sleep it was only Louis and i in the living room 

"thank you for giving me this chance, you are amazing," he said smiling  

" well you are welcome you should go back home your kids and wife will be waiting," i said sadly

"Kids,?" he said then chuckled 

"I do not have any kids what about you do you want more kids" he asked me 

"Well if i find a good man i will consider it" i said smiling 

All these four years i haven't had a boyfriend nor sex 

"Have you found a candidate for that?" he said it sounded a bit sexy, 

"i have sometimes but some of then are not good with kids, i think it was just me lusting over them" i said 

"Why" he asked 

"well since i hadn't had a dick pound me hard  in four years i guess i just turned on easily," i said 

Ever since i got my voice back i got a bit more feisty with my words 

" Oh ," he said a bit surprised a few mins passed and it was silent then Louis suddenly talked 

 "by the way i have been meaning to ask you this how did you get you voice" 

"That is a question for another day Louis get going your wife is waiting at home and you should probably tell her about your kids i do not want you to treat us like you little dirty secret like you did to somebody if you can not give the kids the fatherly love the carve for then leave their lives before it too late," i said looking in his dark blue eyes  then walked him out the door 

"Bye Emmy," he said