The loneliness
It kills me
I want to tell you
But I can't
I want to ask for you
To call you
To cry to you
But I can't
Alone I sit here
My thoughts, they echo
On the bare walls of my mind
Drowning me in themselves
Is this insanity?
Or am I just dillusional?
Dark levels of instability
Consuming me whole
They talk to me
Tell me I can't have you
That you're not there
That you never were there
I can almost see you
Through the smog in my head
I want you
I need you
I'd call your name
But something stops me
It holds me back
Keeping me from you
'You' is everyone
Everyone is 'you'
My light, my world
My love, my home
The lonliness
It kills me
I want to tell you
But I can't
