I think this girl is something that Sarawat has been searching for a long time. She studies well, she looks pleasant all the time, and is very caring. He fell in love with her for the first time and after that, he did not date anyone. No matter how it looks, there will be a breakup like other couples. In the end, all we can do is sit and regret that love did not happen the way we hoped for.
You will love everything at first because it all looks beautiful. As days go by, the problems will slowly arrive. We then try to conceal that to maintain the image on the first day. We began to emerge from many things. But if things won't work out... then we may have to end it.
I never believed in love anymore after breaking up with my first girlfriend. I became that someone who finds breaking up so easy just because I feel bored. I never really loved someone for the reason that I didn't want to be hurt just like in the past. As much as possible, I have to protect myself in every way that I can. And this time, I don't want to regret it...
I can say that I'm not the old Tine who loves no one anymore. In contrast, I loved a
person so much that I almost don't believe in myself.
Just end this scene.
Yes! I don't want to be sad. I just want to have fun. There's nothing bad to think about. I don't have to worry about it so much. Sarawat is just sitting here and I am hugging him so tightly. I am acting like a foolish man right now.
"Tine... What made you think about that? Why are you asking me those questions?" The deep voice of Sarawat brought me away from the trance that floated far back to the present again.
I am wondering what answer I really want. All I know is that... I talked about his
first love but I didn't specify clearly who it was. He doesn't even know that I am
referring to Pam.
"I don't know."
"..."
"I must be really tired." To be honest, I don't want to know what Sarawat is thinking. Because if the answer is not what I want to hear, I will be hurt again. I will feel sorry for my heart.
"What are you thinking?" The owner of the thick hand said with his smooth voice while caressing my head. My heart wants to cry out loud so he will know and save me from my mind. But it's not chic so I won't do it. Hehe. "Nothing..."
In the past, if someone had talked about something and was stunned until thoughtless, I would immediately think that he is talking nonsense. I don't want Sarawat to think like that to me.
"I never use you as my rebound. Where did that drama come from?" I don't want to tell the truth. I think I am just overthinking.
"Sarawat, I love you."
"Umm... I know."
"I love you very much."
"I know..." The arms that held me were so warm that it touched my heart. Both of us were physically tall and we are just hugging each other on the sofa. Today, I may
just feel tired to think about that.
"Sarawat, kiss me."
"Stop teasing me." He smiled and lowered his head. He gently pressed his lips against mine. Now, I don't want to think of anything other than opening my mouth to let his tongue in me.
I am afraid to lose myself because of thinking too much but my mind can only be
soothed by myself. Therefore, I need to think that nothing bad is happening. Also,
