1 week later
i had to go to work today. so i got up to get ready. our insurance covered us for a new car but i didn't want to drive so jaden drove me every where.
J: babe don't go i want you to stay.
L: jaden i haven't worked in 3 weeks and i need to pay the bills.
J: uhg fine
L: sorry babe.
J: its fine baby girl its not your fault.
i continued to get ready for work i did my makeup, my hair and got dressed. i liked going to work it was fun.
L: babe can we go now.
J: wait babe umm my friend josh wants to come over tonight can i sleep at my house tonight?
L: yes baby that's fine you don't have to stay here all the time.
J: i know but i wanna be here with you.
L: yeah that's fine. but can we just go babe I'm going to be late.
J: ok lets go.
we left and he dropped me off at work
5 hours later
jaden just picked me up. we are in the car on the way to my house. he dropped me of at my house and i went inside i kept looking through my window. because it looks into jaden window. i missed him a lot even though we were like 10 feet apart i wanted him to hold me. i heard my phone ringing so i snapped out of my thoughts and answered it.
idk: hello is this Ms. walker?
L: yes this is she...
idk: oh well hi this is Dr. Will from the ------- hospital and i just wanted you to know that we found your mother's remains in lake ------
L: oh do you have any idea why?
Dr: she seamed to be highly intoxicated
L: oh well thanks for telling me.
Dr: your welcome.
L: bye
i hung up the phone and i started to bawl my eyes out. i couldn't stop. i just layed there on my floor crying i looked through the window and jaden saw me. he looked at josh and told him to follow him. a few minuets later he came barging through my door.
J: whats wrong baby!?
L: my mom. that's all i could spit out. jaden was just holding me in his arms
J: what happened with your mom?
L: s-she's gone.
J: oh baby I'm so sorry.
Jh= josh
Jh: i think jaden should stay here with you. ill go home and we can hang another night
L: no its ok ill be fine here.
J: or josh could stay in the spar room and i could stay here with you.
L: ok..
Jh: ok
we sat there for a while and i was just laying there jaden was with me but i just felt so alone like i had no one. so i just fell asleep in his arms i didn't want to ever leave him. i all i waned was him and to be in his arms.
it was a week later and i jaden had a couple of friends over. chase, josh, griffin, kio, Payton, Bryce, Anthony, and tony. i had gotten really close with josh, chase, Payton , and Anthony. i was walking down stairs and everyone was on the couch.
L: hey boys.
J: hey babe.
everyone: hey
L: in going to go for a ride on my skateboard ill be right back.
J: ok baby be carful i love you.
L: love you too baby ill see you in like an hour. love you boys.
Everyone: bye lexy.
i left with my skate bored and i went for a ride.
when i got back i walked in the front door i saw some girls with the boys. i walk a little farther and i saw one leaning in for a kiss on jaden.
L: what the fuck is going on!
J: lexy its not-
L: well it looks like your kissing another girl.
J: lexy just listen to me its not that.
L: everyone just get out and jaden were over.
J: lexy it-
L: save it jaden.
i ran upstairs and cried in my bed. after everyone left i walked back down stairs and i saw a note.
the note:
dear lexy...
i can assure you that i was not doing anything with any of the girls i love you and only you. i wanna be with you. but if you don't wanna be with me i get it. but I'm not going to get over you. you are the love of my life. like i cant explain hoe i feel about you. from the second i saw you in the hallway it was over. i wanted you and only you. what i heard that i was going to be partnered with you i got so exited. lexy just listen to me. i love you and only you ill be there for you always.
~jaden
i couldn't help but cry when i read that. i wanted to be with him too but i didn't want to get hurt by him again.
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