Dreams from God above

Chapter 8

Dream 21....(Warning from God)

So this was a short dream but it spoke loud to me. At that point in my life and my walk with God, all I did or wanted to do was surround myself with anything Christian-like, so I can stay focused on God and not go off the path. I start watching Christian family series, Christian couples on YouTube, etc. The only problem was that I was becoming obsessed with them. My focus became more on them than on God and that's when I got this dream or I'm guessing it was a dream. Some dreams feels so real that later you not sure if it was an actual dream. Anyway in this dream I was laying on my back on the bed (which I never do, I always sleep on my stomach) and my whole body started to shake like never before and out of nowhere words flew pass me, saying 'do not worship saints follow Jesus' then I woke up.

Dream 22.... (Blue Demons)

In this dream, I was at home and it was really dark inside of the house. I was watching TV while folding the clothing and then two weird looking men stood in front of me. They were blue-ish demon looking creatures. They told me that I had 2 to 5 minutes to save someones life or they will kill them. Later in the dream there was someone with me, I think it was Michayla (my spiritual bestie) and we were at a class party, then I saw the two demons again but they changed into normal looking people. They were watching my every move and I sensed my time was running out.

Okay so I believe this dream relates to my real life. I believe that the 2 to 5 minutes meant 2 to 5 years, which is the amount of years I have to save a soul or souls.

Dream 23....(Being in my sister's shoes)

For the last couple of years my relationship with my younger sister wasn't great, we fought a lot. I must admit that my eldest sister and I wasn't good to her and I just couldn't love her the way I should because of her attitude. The Lord dealt with me about my relationship with my sister but I still had this resentment towards her. I asked the Lord to help me understand my sister and that's when I got this dream....

I dreamt I was in front of my church building and my sisters was standing with me. I remember being so excited to speak to them and I spoke to my elderst sister about something and she gave me this 'I don't care, shut up' kinda facial expression (which she does in real life to my youngest sister) and in the dream I was hurt but still excited so I spoke to my other sister, which was me (it's kind of weird to explain but in the dream I was my youngest sister and I was speaking to myself) and my "other sister" gave me the same look of disgust. I've never felt so hurt in my life knowing that both of my sisters wasn't interested in talking to me and in my dream I was crying not just crying but crying my heart out. I could literally feel my heart burning in my dream. It was absolutely terrible, a pain I never want to experience in real life.

Waking up from that dream I could still feel the pain and for the whole day I was heart broken. God revealed to me how my sister felt every time I was rude to her, every time I ignored her, all the times I told her to keep quiet when she was excited to talk to me.