Play Me A Song Piano Girl (Niall Horan X Reader)

Chapter 15

(Y/N) P.O.V.

I woke up screaming. I couldn't stop. I was flailing my arms around blindly with my eyes closed. I felt my fist connect a jaw. Then two strong arms grabbed me and shook me.

"(Y/N).. (Y/N)!! Wake up!" The voice said.

I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in my bar. I was with Harry, Louis, Liam, Zayn, (BFF/N), and Niall. Niall.

"Niall." I looked at him.
"Yes love?" Niall said. I started crying.
"I had the worst dream ever. I... Everything was just a dream.. All of it. Oh Niall." I cried harder and hugged him. He hugged me back. 

"Babe I'm here." He smiled and kissed my head. 

I looked down. I was covered in sweat. And feeling woozy.

"I'll be back. (B/FF) come with me." I said. I felt sick. I was not going into another stupid nightmare.

We got to the bathroom and I looked into the mirror. I looked normal. The puffy eyes from crying, the snot nose, sweaty forhead and body. I looked thinner. I ate normally. Then wh...

I didn't have time to finish my thought, before this soaring pain racked my body and I threw up blood in the sink.

"(Y/N)!!" (BFF/N) yelled. 
"Shush." I hissed. 
"Lemme get N." She started but I cut her off.
"No. Don't. Just wait." I whispered.

The pain roared up through my body again. Starting at my lower abdomen. 
I felt this wet gush seep through my pants. I lowered my hand and drew up blood.
I held up my hand. 

"Just started my period is all." I smiled. 
"That was a weird way of starting." (BFF/N) smiled.

Yeah it was. I shooed her out and went upstairs to change and shower.
I let the warm water wash away the nightmare and blood.

I put on some comfy clothes and went back downstairs.

Niall looked worried, but when I smiled and winked at him, he relaxed and reached for me.
We cuddled for the rest of the movie. After it was over the boys went home. Niall wanted to stay, but I thought it best for him to be with his group. He kissed me.

"Let me know if you need me." Niall said.
"And I you." I smiled and kissed him.

"Night (BFF/N)." I called out.
"I'm sleeping over. Imma watch a movie, see you upstairs." She replied and sat down.

I walked into my room and fell asleep.

1:30 a.m.

I woke up sweating. My lower abdomen was soaring. I never had period cramps this bad before. I tried getting up to shower but it hurt so much. I managed to throw the sheets off and I saw my sheets were drenched in blood and so was I. 
I groaned. Heavy Flow? 

I threw up again. Was I dying?

"(BFF/N)?!" I whispered. It hurt to talk. Summoning my strength I called out again.
"(BFF/N)!!!" I screamed. 

I heard her run up the stairs and look at me. Her face was full of concern and then pure horror when she saw all the blood.

"I knew this wasn't a normal period." She said.
"Did you now?" I asked.
"We're getting you to a hosptial." (BFF/N) said.
"Noo. I'll be fine." I whispered.
"And what if you're not?" She hissed.

She called Niall and told him to get over here.

"No. He can't see me like this." I whined. Another rack of pain soaring through my body.
"He's going to." 

Niall came 7 minutes later. I was about ready to die of pain and embarassment. 

"I should have stayed with you." Niall cried.
"Niall pick her up and put her in my car. We're driving her to the hospital." (BFF/N) grabbed her keys and headed out.

"I'm sorry love." Niall scooped me up. His hands were covered in blood. Soon his shirt was drenched. I was bleeding alot.

I cried out as he lifted me in his arms. He kept whispering how sorry he was, and that he loved me. I was put in the car and (BFF/N) drove realy fast. I'm pretty sure she ran 3 red lights. Niall was in the back with me, cradling me in his arms.

When we got there Niall placed me in a wheel chair and wheeled me in the hospital. The nurses took one look at us and took me from Niall. I was to eveloped with pain to notice. If this what dying felt like, please end it now. 

I was wheeled into a room. All my clothes were cut away and I was naked lying on a gurney. I remember squirming and screaming. Soon an IV was in my arm and morphine drained into me and the pain slowly died away.

I took a deep breath and sighed. I was dressed in a hospital gown and laid down on soft sheets. 

10 minutes must have past before a doctor walked in.

I was about ready to ask what happened when he simply placed his hands up.

"Your friends are on their way in. They'll be here soon." He said.

(BFF/N) walked in and Niall followed. They looked so tired and worried.

"Please have a seat." And they sat.
"Doc. What's wrong with me?" I asked.

"You had a miscarriage." 

Niall placed his head in his hands, (BFF/N) gasped, and me? Well I cried.
I cried for the pain I had to endure, for the death, the horror and shock Niall must feel. I felt terrible.

The doctor left the room.

I was still sitting up in my bed. I looked at Niall. He was shaking.

"Niall.. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I whispered.

He looked up at me teary eyed.

"I was going to be a dad." Niall smiled then frowned. He looked at me and sighed. He got up and walked out of the room. It was like he was leaving all over again.

(BFF/N) looked at me and wiped her tears.
"Oh, honey. I'm so sorry." She wiped the hair off my forhead and kissed it. 
"Niall needs time to process this info. He loves you (Y/N). He really does."

I was frozen in place. I had been pregnant? I was at one point going to be a mom? This was crazy. I almost wished that nightmare had been real. Almost..

Niall came back in and (BFF/N) left.

"Niall. I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I'm sorry." I started crying harder.
"Baby shh. It wasn't your fault. At first I was overjoyed to hear that I was going to be a dad, but then it hit me that I wasn't going to be one. I'll be fine. This makes me love you even more. This makes me want to marry you even more."

I gasped.

"No. I won't propose to you in a hospital." He smiled. He kissed me and held my hand.
"I love you. I thought I was going to lose you. I was so scared. So scared. But I know now you're alive. But this is traumaful and I want you to know I'm here for you." He squeezed my hand.

I started crying all over agian. I was so blessed to have him. I reached over and hugged him.
I would survive, I would maybe have a kid again one day. But those words will forever haunt me.

"You had a miscarriage."

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