Chapter 18

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(Y/N) P.O.V.

I felt someone grab my head up from under the water. I gasped the air and I felt the cold shock hit me. I was pulled out of the bath and wrapped in towels. Pressure was applied to my wrists. It stung. I tried moving, but I was to weak. Cold water was dumped on my head and when I didn't respond  a hand slapped me. That popped my ears and made me open my eyes.

"(Y/N)! What the fuck? Can you hear me!? You bitch! No!" (BFF/N) yelled.
"Huh? What happened?" I whispered.
"You don't remember slitting your wrists?" She asked. Of course I did... Sorta. It was all an emotional blur. 

"I'm going to kill Niall." (BFF/N) said.
"No. He didn't do anything." I said.
"He's the reason you cut." (BFF/N) replied. I started crying.

"No. No.." I cried. (BFF/N) wrapped her arms around me and rocked me. 

"You promised you would never do that to me. Not ever. I almost lost you once and now here we are again." (BFF/N) was crying now.

"I'm sorry. I just am tired, and I'm sad. I love Niall. I really do. I just don't understand anything anymore." I said.

"I know you do. He's a great guy. Except for this. You know he came back?" She asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"I heard you guys fighting and I know you left to the bathroom. I didn't think to cut. But Niall was gone for a while and then he walked back in and called out your name. You didn't respond, so he left again. I knew then something was wrong. You would have run to him in a heart beat. I kinda broke down the door. Sorry." (BFF/N) said smiling with tears in her eyes.

"No. I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. I can't imagine what it was like seeing me like this." 

"I don't care. I caught you in time. I'm going to bandage these wrists and I will never let you cut again. No razors or knives or blades. Nothing. I will child proof this house." (BFF/N) said bandaging me up.

"Thank you." I whispered.
"That's what I'm here for baby girl." (BFF/N) said.

Niall's P.O.V.

I boarded my plane to Ireland. 

"Niall!!" I heard a girl call.

"(Y/N)?!" I said with hope. 

"LoL. Nah it's me Daffney." She smiled.
"Of course. I thought you weren't going to make it." I smiled. 
"You need a driver dum dum. Here I am. Let's go." She sat next to me.

It was good to have a friend with me.

"You ready for this?" Daffney asked.
"No. I'm terrified. I feel terrible that I left (Y/N) like that. Everything's so screwed up."

Daffney grabbed my hand.

"It'll be ok sugar." Daffney smiled at me. I felt re-assured. 

I felt the plane take off.

(Y/N) P.O.V.

(BFF/N) bandaged me up and dried me off. We walked back to my room and I got dressed in comfy pajamas.

"You are staying here and watching movies. I will run the bar. But I will check on you every half hour. And change your bandages everyday. Call me if you need something." (BFF/N) said.

"Why can't I have a boyfriend like you?" I asked.
"You do have a boyfriend like that." 

"No I don't." I cried.
"Oh yes you do. Niall's not going on tour. He was using that as a cover up story. He's actually going back to Ireland to finish something." (BFF/N) smiled.

Niall's P.O.V.

The plane landed in Ireland. Daffney and I grabbed our bags and went to the rental car. We got one and Daffney began to drive.

"Where to?" She turned around and asked me.
"To the Horan House-Hold. I'm going home." I smiled.

(Y/N) P.O.V.

"He's going back to his home in Ireland to talk to his family?! They filch and mooch off of him. Why?" I screamed.

"For you." 

"What?!" I asked.

"He's going back, to talk to his family, and let them go. So he can live here with you." (BFF/N) said.

"Oh. My. God. I feel terrible. I almost killed myself. I am so selfish and naive." I held my head in my hands.

"Yeah.  I'm just glad I got to you. I promised Niall I'd look after you. I almost failed." (BFF/N) left.

I love you (BFF/N). I love you Niall. I love you breath that failed to leave me.

Niall's P.O.V.

Daffney parked the car at my house. She turned around to look at me.

"You ready?" She asked.
"No." I mumbled.
"I got back up." She pulled out a baseball bat.
"What? You got a gun or something else?!" I asked.
"Not my style." She smiled.

"I can keep the car running if you need." Daffney suggested.
"Yeah. You can chill here."  I got out of the car and walked to the door. 

I knocked on the door.

"Niall!!!" My dad answered. He ushered me in.

"Uh. Hi dad." I said. 

"Niall. Baby." Mum came in and kissed my cheeks. I missed her. Even though they mooched off my wealth and fame. They were family.

"What a surprise." My dad said. He sat me on the couch and he and mum sat across.
"What do we owe the please." Mum asked.

I took a deep breath.

"I came to say I love you." They smiled at me.
"But this might be goodbye." Their smiles faltered.

"Why baby?" Mum asked.

"I'm tired of you guys mooching off of me. It' my hard earned money and you shouldn't steal it from me. I'll lend you money to support you guys if you need it. But stealing is wrong. That's what you taught me dad. To be even. To be fair." They shifted uncomfortably in their chairs.

"I also met a girl. Her name is (Y/N). She is the sweetest, funniest, gorgeous, most caring and kind human being I have ever met. I am in love with her. We have been through so much together. Did you know you were going to grandparents?" Mum gasped and Dad closed his eyes.

"We... We had a miscarriage. I love her. I intend to marry her. I intend to make her my wife. With or without your blessing." I finished.

I waited for a response. My mum started crying and my dad got up and walked out.

Well this was my que to leave. I walked over to my mom and kissed her head.

"I love you mum." I walked out of the house and left. I walked to the car and Daffney drove us back to the airport.

"How did it go?" Daffney asked.
"Better than expected." I sighed.

We dropped the car off and walked straight to our flight that would take us back to New York.

(Y/N) P.O.V.

"Wait! (BFF/N). When is Niall going to be back?" I asked.
"He should be here tomorrow or the next day." (BFF/N) smiled.

I sighed. The scars would be here still. Niall would know I cut. Almost died. Well I couldn't hide anything from him. I'd tell him.

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