Smiles

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by Jay_Aces24

by Jay_Aces24

Farkle's Pov ///

Maya...
I think that im in love
I'm in love with a wonderful girl

Maya
Her name just sounds so... perfect
She's just so perfect. In her own way
I wanna be there to see her grow. I wanna love all her imperfections. I just want her

Omniscient
Farkle made his way to the brown door with a brown bag in his hand and grabbed his keys. He made his way to Topanga's with a huge smile on his face . His hopes were high and the smile never left his face. He walked down the stairs and made his way to the door. The bell rang as he walked through. His eyes darted around the room to find Maya. He soon found her in the corner booth with her head down with her arms covering her head. He walked to the table and sat across from her. She quickly raised her head and locked eyes with the person who had just sat down. She smiled and giggled.

Mayas POV
"Hey Sparkles, thanks for coming" I say
To be honest I've always felt safe around farkle. He's my happy place. He makes me smile and makes me feel as if I'm normal. Like I'm a human person.

"No problem Papaya " Farkle says with his signature smile
I'm so happy that he actually came. I didn't wanna sit down in the house and stay bored by myself. I didn't wanna go over to Riles place because.. well I'm not to sure. I just wanna feel safe.
Farkle makes me feel safe

"So papaya I got you something" Farkle states
"Oh and what did you get me ?" I say
He shakes a brown bag in-front of my face and smiles. He sets it on the table that sits in-between us separating me from his arms.
"Open it"he says
"Can we take a walk? Then I'll open it, I promise" I said
"Whatever's clever papaya"he says

Omniscient
Maya and Farkle begin walking and walking. They end up at the park sitting on the old swing sets.the sun had now set and they sat next to each other in a somewhat comfortable silence.

"Ya know, you can talk if you want" he says

"I know" she says
She looks at him and stares into his eyes, she looks away .
"I just don't feel like myself today"she says

"You can tell me anything, I'll just sit here and listen Maya" he says
Maya sighs and looks at him, she looks a little sad and has a soft pout on her face. Tears fall from her eyes.

"Honesty I don't feel good ... I feel like pure shit , I deserve to die because I'm worthless and although people don't think that they honestly don't know me .... I'm sad all the fucking time and I wanna cut every fucking day , every fucking second that I'm alive I wanna hurt myself I wanna fucking die, these voices in my fucking head hurt and won't go away and every time I open my eyes I wish I was asleep forever because it hurts so fucking much , I feel so fucking numb I feel like I don't deserve to be alive , I'm honestly tired of being alive . I'm incompetent when it comes to telling the truth about emotions , how I feel right now is something I wanna keep from others and I am on the verge of doing bad things all the fucking time . I carry blades with me everywhere because I know I'm a screw up and I will always fuck up every second of every fucking day .... I'm so fucking tired of fighting for a life I don't want anymore , I'm tired of hiding in the shadows and being fake happy . I'm tired of life in general .... I'm tired of feeling like this . The blade in my hand ready to cut and carve in my wrist the blood dripping away , I miss the blade and the pain .... that addiction which is so fucking powerful . I MISS IT SO FUCKING MUCH I JUST WANNA FUCKING CU—" she's cut off by farkle who is hugging her. Holding onto her for dear life. In his eyes he can see how fragile and broken she is. He just want to fix her
"I love you papaya" he says