remember when // raccooneggs

twenty eight

"Dude you should start a youtube channel," I hear a mesmerizing deep voice say. I'm currently sitting on my bed with Eric, as usual, sitting right beside me.

"why would i start a youtube channel?" I ask, my face covered in confusion.

"i don't know, maybe because the majority of your friends have one" he says.

"what're you tryin—" i start to say but am cut off by a loud ringing of the doorbell. my eyes widen because i know exactly who's there.

bruv i really don't know why i'm so nervous. stupid idiot probably because i'm falling for this man and we've barely known each other but a few weeks. I jump up out of my bed and Eric sticks his foot out.

"Really?" I say. Like did he really have to do that.

"Wow you're finally falling for me!" He says, a smile appearing on his face. I roll my eyes but can't help smiling myself.

"Shut up!" I start to run downstairs but realize that'd be kinda weird. I'm halfway down the stairs and I see him standing there. God he's perfect. His fluffy hair and cute smile. Ew I actually need to stop. I continue walking over to all the other boys and Ezra looks at me. My heart skips a beat because reality sets in and I realize it's actually him.

He sits his bags down and walks towards me, immediately pulling me into a hug.

"Since when do they know each other?" I hear mason say which causes me to smile.

"It's so good to see you" Ezra whispers in my ear. OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! If it were anyone else i'd be creeped out but ITS THE RACCOON EGGS LIKE HIS VOICE OH MY GOSH. Anyway..

"You too" I whisper back, pulling away from the hug. He looks into my eyes, I can practically feel his stare in my soul. Butterflies fill my stomach and I have to look away. He chuckles and goes back to the other boys. I turn around and see Eric with literally no expression on his face. I don't know why but i feel guilty??? I guess because I know he likes me and I don't feel the same. Why don't I feel the same?

I go over to the rest of the boys that weren't at the house earlier and give them hugs. I'm not really that close with them but i'm hoping to change that.

Sitting down on the couch, I look over at the kitchen and see the pantry wide open. Yummy snacks. I literally wish I could run over there and eat it all, but like that's rude so....

"Okay who wants to watch a movie?" I hear cam say. (A/N: do y'all forgive him or not? sry i just really want to know) Everyone gets excited like they've never watched a movie in their life. If I don't sit next to Ezra and we don't cuddle there's going to be some issues.

The movie starts and I'm sitting beside Eric. I should've known this would happen. I look over at Ezra and see him looking right back at me. He does a come here motion with his hand and I mouth 'that's suspicious' he rolls his eyes and mouths ' i don't care.' ooo say less. I step over everyone's feet and go sit beside Ezra. He smiles at me and I feel my heart melt. I'll never get tired of this boy. He whispers," can we cuddle?" i want to say yes so bad, but i don't want to rush our relationship even though it's just cuddling. if nobody else was around though....

"not right now," i whisper. he pokes out his lip and says, "please." I roll my eyes and lay my head on his shoulder. I have a feeling i'm never gonna be able to say no to him.

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This is actually so bad bc i forgot how to write. I'm gonna try and update as much as possible but my teachers are giving so much unnecessary work🙄🙄

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