A Deepness of Feeling | TaeGi [COMPLETED]

Measure 14

Taehyung opened his eyes as the door opened slowly. He listened as Hoseok tip toed inside and got ready for bed. Just as the elder was about to lay down, Taehyung sat up and turned on the light. Hoseok sighed out and flopped down on his bed. "I was trying not to wake you." Hoseok said. Taehyung glared at him. "I was awake. I've been text Jimin, trying to cheer him up." Taehyung lied. Hoseok sighed again and looked away. "Tae, I'm sorry I hurt his feelings, but I did it for you."

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows. "For me?! I never want to see him hurt! He's my best friend-" Hoseok rolled his eyes. "Taehyung, I know how you feel about him." Hoseok said. Taehyung blinked a couple times. "I don't know what you're talking about." Taehyung said. Hoseok rolled his eyes. "Everyone is in love with Park Jimin." Hoseok said. "You're one of those people." Taehyung began to laugh. "You're insane." Hoseok groaned. "Just stop being in denial about it and just fucking tell him! There's nothing wrong with liking him, Tae!"

Taehyung stood up. "Yes, there is! I'm not... I shouldn't... it's wrong." Taehyung said. Hoseok watched the younger before he spoke softly. "So, you accept Jimin and me.... but you don't accept yourself?" Hoseok asked. Taehyung looked away. "No one else in my family is that way..." Hoseok sighed. "When do you ever talk to them? Didn't they disown you anyway for choosing music?" Taehyung sat down and rolled his eyes. "Yes... initially... but I'm the oldest, they said they'd accept my decision if I'd come back after college and take over." Hoseok sat back. "You didn't tell me that... what if you get chosen for Juilliard?" Taehyung shrugged. "I'll have to turn it down..."

Hoseok kept quiet for a moment before he looked up and looked over at Taehyung. "I still think you should come out to him. Break up with your girlfriend, come out, confess to him and see where things go. I highly doubt he'll turn you down." Hoseok said. Taehyung laid down on his bed and closed his eyes. "I can't, hyung. I just can't do it." Hoseok stood up. "You can. I ruined any chance I had with him, so you could be with him." Taehyung looked up at the elder. "You liked him back?" Taehyung asked.

Hoseok shrugged. "Tonight.... I don't know... it was different. I saw him differently. I didn't plan on kissing him... it was reckless and impulsive and amazing. But, you're my best friend and you liked him first. If I wouldn't of done what I did, he would of never moved on from me. So, tomorrow, tell him how you feel. If he rejects you, then you can move on, maybe you'll be able to accept yourself too." Hoseok said.

Taehyung looked away. "I appreciate you putting me before you, hyung... but I just can't tell him." Taehyung said softly before he turned the lights off and laid back down. Hoseok sighed out before he laid down in his bed. "Guess that just proves that no one deserves him. He'd never do this to either one of us." Hoseok whispered.

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Jimin pouted as he looked himself over in the mirror. "Jimin! Hurry! I have to pee!" Yoongi shouted. Jimin sighed out and opened the door. "It was open." Jimin said before he looked through his lip glosses. Yoongi watched him. "You want me to pee with you in here?" Jimin shrugged. "I don't care." Jimin said as he picked one and opened it.

Yoongi sighed before he ran to the toilet and went. Jimin looked over at the younger before he leaned on the counter top and leaned over more. "It's nice." "JIMIN!" Yoongi shouted as he pulled his pants back up. Jimin chuckled and shrugged. "What? It is." Yoongi rolled his eyes before he pushed the elder over and washed his hands. Jimin giggled before he put all his make up back.

Yoongi looked at him through the mirror. "You look pretty..." Yoongi mumbled. Jimin smiled cutely. "Thanks, Yoongi-ah! Hoseok's gonna go insane once he realized what he missed out on." Jimin said. Yoongi chuckled. "Good luck, Jimin." Yoongi said before he left the bathroom. Jimin followed him out. "How hard is it for you to call me hyung?! I'm five years older than you!" Yoongi shrugged. "You don't act like it." He said as there was a knock on their door.

Jimin scoffed as he walked over and answered it. "At least I'm fun!- Tae... I'm mad at you.... even if you look like a fucking Disney Prince right now. Why do you look so good?" Jimin asked as he crossed his arms over his chest. Taehyung ran his fingers through his hair. Yoongi blinked a couple times as he stared at Taehyung from behind Jimin. "I need to talk to you about last night." Taehyung said. Jimin rolled his eyes. "Tae, you're my best friend. I forgive you, okay? I know you didn't mean it. I mean, could you imagine you trying to kiss me, for real, after the day I had?"

Taehyung rubbed his neck. "Jimin-" "It's really okay, Tae. I'm feeling better today anyways. You know why?" Jimin asked. Taehyung sighed. "No, hyung. Why?" "I'm going to make Hoseok-hyung wish he hadn't of broken my heart." Jimin said before he grabbed his backpack. "Yoongi, you ready?" Jimin asked the youngest. Yoongi nodded and grabbed his backpack before he followed Jimin out of their room.

Taehyung watched as Jimin started to walk down the hallway. "Hyung! I need to seriously talk to you about something!" Taehyung shouted. Jimin nodded. "Later!" Jimin said before he left. Taehyung sighed out and looked at Yoongi. "Let's go practice." Yoongi nodded as he shut the door to their room and locked it, having to jog to catch up to the elder.

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Jimin sighed out after he had gotten his food. He looked around the cafeteria, his eyes landing on Hoseok. He rolled his eyes before he turned and walked outside. Jimin found a spot under a tree to seat and eat peacefully. He was almost done with his breakfast when someone approached him. Jimin looked up and squinted his eyes. "Can I help you?" Jimin asked. The stranger smiled, Jimin could barely see them wither the sun in his eyes. "Yes actually. I'm looking for my... brother. And by the smell of things, you're close to him."