A Deepness of Feeling | TaeGi [COMPLETED]

Measure 51

"So, how have you been, Yoongi?" Junki asked the younger as they sat down at the table they were shown.

Yoongi shrugged. "You'd probably know how I was if you would of messaged me or something." Yoongi said as he rolled his eyes.

Junki sighed and looked at his younger brother. "You do know, your phone allows you to call me as well... but mom said you didn't want to see me." Junki said as he picked up his menu.

Yoongi smiled with amusement. "I wonder why." Yoongi said before he looked around. Yoongi sighed out and stood up after a couple minutes. "This was a fucking mistake. I don't even know why I want to talk to you." Yoongi said before he pushed his chair in, but Junki grabbed his arm.

"Sit down. You came to my place of work, got me to leave work early for you. You can sit down and talk to me." Junki said. Yoongi yanked his arm away before he pulled his chair back out and plopped down in it.

Junki shook his head and looked back down at the menu. "Pick out what you want, Yoongi." Junki said. Yoongi rolled his eyes. "I'm not hungry." He mumbled.

Junki sighed out. "Then why did you want to see me?" He asked. Yoongi shrugged. "I don't know." Junki was quiet for a moment before he looked over at Yoongi. "How are our siblings?" He asked.

Yoongi pinched the bridge of his nose before he began to massage it. "Which ones?" He asked.

Junki chuckled softly. "Right... Dad's." He said. Yoongi shrugged. "They're fine. They didn't want me to leave." Yoongi said, frowning after.

Junki nodded. "That must of been hard for them, seeing their big brother leave." He said softly.

Yoongi shrugged and leaned back in his chair."At least when their parents fought, I was there for them." Yoongi said.

Junki rolled his eyes and shook his head. "Here we go again." He said.

Yoongi glared at him. "Oh, I'm sorry you don't fucking understand how horrible it is to see your parents fight constantly and fight over you! You weren't there for me, Junki! You should of fucking been there for me! Where were you when they made me fucking decide who to live with?! When Dad got married to that woman?! When I had to go through another divorce and another marriage with Dad?! Where were you?! You're suppose to protect me! You're my big brother!" Yoongi shouted.

Junki shook his head. "Yoongi... I couldn't watch the way he treated mom. I was going to kill him, Yoongi. I had to stay away and I was old enough to get myself away from it. I'm sorry I didn't help you... but you should be resenting Dad for what he did to Mom.... but you were always closer to him, even though Mom worships the fucking ground you walk on. Her little prodigy."

Yoongi shook his head. "You don't think I resent him? I hated what he did to Mom! But you don't hate the sinner, you hate the sin. You don't think I wanted to fucking beat his face in? I did, but he got his. That fucking bitch he cheated on Mom with took his money and left him. It's called karma, Junki."

"He deserved more." Junki said. Yoongi shrugged. "Why? They're both happy now, why can't they just move on? Why can't you move on? You didn't even have to fucking see any of it! You didn't have to be the start or basis of a fucking fight between them! You didn't have to watch your mother cry when you decided to fucking live with your father! YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CHOOSE!" Yoongi shouted.

Junki stared at the younger for a moment. "Are you done? Do you feel better now?" He asked.

Yoongi smiled. "Fuck you." He said before he got up again, but Junki grabbed his arm again. "Sit. Down." Junki said. Yoongi tried to pull his arm away. "Fucking let go of me!" Yoongi shouted.