Loves - BinWoo

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My first love was Park JinWoo, a boy much shorter than me, but still he was still adorable in my sight.

It was difficult to accept that I liked him, not because he was afraid of what they said, of course not, the problem was age. We didn't have much difference, two years, I started high school and he finished it, so yes, it was difficult to meet him.

He was in the photography club, I was in the performing arts club, we met one afternoon when his club had to summarize everyone's activities, that month it was our turn and he, well, took care of doing a couple of photos, the journalism club was a little heavy.

Still we managed to get along, about playing when I saw him in those games that the school did, I managed to get closer little by little until I knew the reason why my heart was beating like crazy being close to him, I liked it.

My confession wasn't a big deal, it was even over lunch three months after we met.

- I like you

- Me? Are you serious?

- Yes, I like you Hyung

- Woh, that ... Hell, I didn't expect that

- Never mind

- I also like you, is that ... Do you want to go out with me?

- I would like

That afternoon we went for ice cream, it was beautiful, at least for me, of course our charm only lasted a couple of months.

The details he made, his concern and everything else gradually disappeared, we never fought over it, I never worry, until I just couldn't bear it.

- Let's finish

Those were the first words I said to him while on that break, without further ado, he seemed surprised by that, still not as broken as I thought.

- Okay, lucky DongMin, you are a great boy

It was the only thing he said, I do not fight to avoid it as the dramas or the books said, I do not look for the way in which we could both continue together, he did not, alone, he left.

Soon after I understood why, she had fallen in love with a boy from a different class of my same year, Yoon SanHa, I knew it myself when I saw how he was behind that boy, following him and looking for a way to get a blush from him, That saddened me and I cried for a couple of days, maybe it hadn't been cute enough for JinWoo, that's why I changed just a couple of months later.

Even if I managed to understand one thing, I could not force anyone to love in the same way that I, even if it was painful, had to endure the rejection of others, it hurt, of course, yes, I just hoped it would end.