Losing two of his important persons, made pharms life changed. his once loving mother becomes distant to him, his brothers mates who's also his friends avoids him like a plaque, his once happy life becomes gloomy.
Death bring him so much pain...
Note: Sorry for the wrong grammar. English is not my first language.
"Even I tried to forget, their faces still imprinted in my memory, not giving a chance to move on."
################################# PHARM POV
"P'pharm, we love you, remember that p",
"Why, why p'pharm, help us don't let us die, p'pharm!!!!!!!!!",
"Nooooo, rome...........In.........!!!!!!!", I found myself screaming in the middle of the night, a pair of hands are hugging me, tears of longing falls from my eyes, as I dreamed the same nigthmare that haunts me for almost two years now. I felt my mate p'dean rubs my back to help me to calm down, everynight that I dreamed about my brothers, I will always woke up screaming amd full of sweat.
"Are you alright pharm, do you want me to call a healer, my good boy?", p'dean asked me worriedly, he was the one who always holds me and calm me whenever this occurs everynight, I know that he was also losing his sleep just to watch me, yet I can't fight this dream of me, no matter what the healers advice me to do, nothing really cures my nightmares.
"No need, p'dean I'm fine, and besides even we call a healer they can't do anything about my situation, no one can help me", I exclaimed as I wipes my tears. I look at the clock beside our bed and I saw that it was still four in the morning, I sigh as I put my face and arms to my knees.
"I know that you miss them love, but they will never come back again, let go of their memories, it will only hurts you pharm, I didn't say that you forget them you just need to do something more for you to be able to move on", p'dean informed me, while he's rubbing my back again, I shake my head and peek to him.
"I tried p'dean, you know how much I tried but no matter what I do, I can't move on from them, I lived for eighteen years with them beside me, I always tell them my problems and secrets, they become my first bestfriends p'dean...............my heart just can't let go of them yet!!!!!", I silently cried, p'dean just sigh at me, and he pulled me to his lap and carefully hug me with love and adoration.
"I'm sorry pharm, if I suggested that, don't worry I will always be here to calm you down, and to hold you whenever you want to cry, your my mate, I will always be your anchor to hold on", p'dean announced to me with a sweet smile on his lips, I nodded at him and snuggled myself to his chest. I concentrate and transformed myself to my wolf form. Fluke appears in a white wolf with blue eyes, our usual blue lines in our fur disappears and now pure white.
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"I really love your wolf form baby, I miss you fluke", I heard p'dean said to my other half fluke.
